I'm pulled down by the undertow
I still haven't slept much this past week, but I'm trying. For all my lack of sleep it took me a bit to figure out Eva's been dodging me a bit. Had I not had my head up in my ass, I might of noticed sooner. Wel it stops tonight. I'm heading over there and she will talk to me. Dodge my ass, yeah like that works.
Works been going good. India's looking into those pieces and Travis is doing his computer guru that he do best. So you know me the research opart is always the pain in the butt part cause, you know it takes so damn long. Hurry up and wait and stuff. I like the negotiating part, the moving in for the kill, metaphorically speaking of course.
As for the family, Nick says he wants to have us all over for dinner next Wednesday. says he's cooking. I have no idea whats up but he seems pretty happy, so dinner it is. India's kinda cranky cause Yuffie's been gone the past few weekends. I think its from lack of sleep. She's been having some wicked dreams too, I don't think they scare her in the classic sense but more the I don't know she was talking in her sleep about being fat and having kids. Not something she really needs to worry about, now. Irene came back from her wekkend and seems extremely happy. Which makes me very happy for her. Eric seems a little tired, but I haven't had the chance to talk to him really. And something happened last weekend with Ingrids date with Trick, that no one is telling me about.
Of course, not that I can blame them for that. I really have had my head stuck in my own shit this past week. I need to just get over this. I talked to Penn, told him about my dreams. It helped. Just letting him know and not glossing over things so that people dont have to worry about me. It was kind of good, maybe, I think. Maybe I shouldn't think until I actually sleep.
Penns doing something tonight, I'm not sure what. But I'm heading to the iquor store then heading to Eva's and getting drunk is definitely on the agenda. Sounds like a good plan to me.
Works been going good. India's looking into those pieces and Travis is doing his computer guru that he do best. So you know me the research opart is always the pain in the butt part cause, you know it takes so damn long. Hurry up and wait and stuff. I like the negotiating part, the moving in for the kill, metaphorically speaking of course.
As for the family, Nick says he wants to have us all over for dinner next Wednesday. says he's cooking. I have no idea whats up but he seems pretty happy, so dinner it is. India's kinda cranky cause Yuffie's been gone the past few weekends. I think its from lack of sleep. She's been having some wicked dreams too, I don't think they scare her in the classic sense but more the I don't know she was talking in her sleep about being fat and having kids. Not something she really needs to worry about, now. Irene came back from her wekkend and seems extremely happy. Which makes me very happy for her. Eric seems a little tired, but I haven't had the chance to talk to him really. And something happened last weekend with Ingrids date with Trick, that no one is telling me about.
Of course, not that I can blame them for that. I really have had my head stuck in my own shit this past week. I need to just get over this. I talked to Penn, told him about my dreams. It helped. Just letting him know and not glossing over things so that people dont have to worry about me. It was kind of good, maybe, I think. Maybe I shouldn't think until I actually sleep.
Penns doing something tonight, I'm not sure what. But I'm heading to the iquor store then heading to Eva's and getting drunk is definitely on the agenda. Sounds like a good plan to me.