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[izzy_hicks]

I don't do hospitals, not unless I absolutely have to. Everyone I've known over the years has never really understood why, they just assumed I was cold. I just can't do them, if I have to be in one it's all I can do to force myself to stay, or I have to totally distract myself, like I did the last time we brought Eva here. Imagine being in a

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[_penn_]

*smiles* Well its not that they would beat me up by choice. Just when I would practice with them as kids they would always win.

*wraps an arm around her* heh okay, if they do that? You can do that. Your probably a lot more scary when your pissed than I would be anyway.

*frowns* Should of sent her away? How so? Isn't it her decision if she stays or not?

[izzy_hicks]

I am scary when I'm pissed. *smiles brightly and nods*

*sighs*

Sometimes you have to make decisions for the people you care about because they can't see the big picture yet. *shrugs* I'm just hoping my selfishness doesn't get her killed.

[_penn_]

*tilts head and looks confused* I'm not sure if I understand. She knows all the information we know of, and she has yet to do anything foolish that I know of. Why would you have to make her decision? And how were you selfish?

And I am sure she will be fine. Probably better off than us since she won't be doing any of the fighting.

[izzy_hicks]

*sighs*

Cause I'm her big sister, and should be doing whats best for her. I chose to let her stay, because I wanted to have her here, I missed out on a lot of her life. It was comforting to me to have her here. It was about what I wanted not about what was best for her. Thats pretty selfish.

[_penn_]

Well she doesn't seem to regret her choice to stay here. And if she does change her mind or it does get really bad, we can always get her out of here. Just as long as we still have a pixie able to teleport.

Sorry if you don't want to talk about it, what do you mean missed out a lot of her life? How so?

[izzy_hicks]

*small smile*

I appreciate that you would consider doing that.

*frowns*

I left home at 16, she was 10. Our mom died when I was about 10, so I had been taken care of them up until I had to leave. And when I left I was pretty much gone for a long time before I could talk to them again. I went home a few times for Thanksgiving and Christmas, but it wasn't the same. Before we ran into her in New York, I hadn't seen her in like 5 years. So yeah I missed alot of her life. The fact she even wants to be here with me is amazing to me.

*looks up* Sorry babbling.

[_penn_]

*a little bit surprised* I'm sorry I had no idea. That had to be hard for you. Why did you have to leave?

And its not that amazing, she probably missed you a lot. You are her big sister afterall.

[izzy_hicks]

*smiles a little*

You have nothing to be sorry for. I usually don't talk about it much. So you couldn't have known. I missed my mom, but I enjoyed taken care of the little ankle bitters, well except my one sister. I'm still not overly fond of her. *shrugs* Just something happened, my little brother got hurt on my watch and I was snet to live with my Grams. Was there for about six months, then I started working was out of there shortly there after.

*frowns*

She was so young, you can't expect someone that little to get what really happened.

[_penn_]

That one sister would be Ingrat- I mean Ingred right?

Oh I see, that must of been tough. Well, did you ever explain it to her or talk about it? Maybe she did understand.

[izzy_hicks]

*smiles*

Yes, Ingrid.

*sad smile*

If she wants to talk about it, she can come to me. I'm not going to be the one to set her straight on the facts. It's not my place. I won't lie to her, but I won't shove the truth down her throat.

[_penn_]

*kisses the top of her head* Okay, I guess that's probably the best thing. Let her decide if she wants to talk about it. Maybe she's happy with what she understands of it already.

And don't worry, one way or the other, she will be safe okay? Either we'll win before anything bad can happen or we can get her out of here. But she'll be okay.

[izzy_hicks]

*wraps arms around him and kisses him*

Thank you! I glad you're here, watching out for her too. I love you for that. *grins* That and alot of other reasons.

*pulls away and slides hands down to his, holding his hand feeling him tense, lets it go quickly*

Hows the hand? You still haven't explained what the nerf things about.