What I can't do when I'm upset.
I can't say it, but I will write it here. I HATE when people bash me for being crazy for Kpops, and being in love with things that does matter to me. I know working fulltime is important, but for me during that time and two weeks after they left I'm still thinking about not being one. But still I do my own way sometimes do hurt others. And in the process they didn't realise that were hurting me, even what they were trying to do was only to help me be better. Regardless of how it might look, I have been with KPOP, JPOP for half almost half of my life, and there is no way for me to look beyond it. I might let adult things go, but not what it should be. I'm sorry I'm just angry for no reasons.
The thing is that, when people think they are close enough, they assume that they can make decision and push you through, but you know what, even if you have known me for 100 years, my way of doing things are always mine. It cannot be push or pull by anyone at anytime.
anger sipping all over me....