What a DAY!
I have not slept well these past months and it affects me lately. I'm too angry about everything and cry to almost everything when it does not go my way. Being the oldest daughter really makes me hate this part of me. Everything must be done with my hands. My pain, anger, resentment and frustrations seem useless to any of my family member.
Being fat is WRONG, again~ What do I care!? I love myself. I love how I do my own things and finish them well. They won't understand. A question came up again. Boyfriend??! Nope, none, not yet, not now. I have my own plan and it is definitely too early. My tooth are killing me and I swear I can kill anyone coming at me. Yet the devil in me is not necessarily important. Yes I'm fat so what?! Why do I need to satisfy others when I myself is feeling good and healthy? Arghhh....
It's like my whole world does not belong to me anymore.
Don't want to care no more. Night peeps. Sorry for the volcano eruptions...
Being fat is WRONG, again~ What do I care!? I love myself. I love how I do my own things and finish them well. They won't understand. A question came up again. Boyfriend??! Nope, none, not yet, not now. I have my own plan and it is definitely too early. My tooth are killing me and I swear I can kill anyone coming at me. Yet the devil in me is not necessarily important. Yes I'm fat so what?! Why do I need to satisfy others when I myself is feeling good and healthy? Arghhh....
It's like my whole world does not belong to me anymore.
Don't want to care no more. Night peeps. Sorry for the volcano eruptions...