Feb 23, 2007 23:34
well i don't ever write anything here nor anywhere else, so this is to everyone that hasn't deleted me yet from their list... i still read, so thanks for the continuous entries.
as of now, today i spent about all my lunch hour at a tattoo/piercing shop, pondering greatly on getting a lip piercing. i've always wanted one, never made the attempt on getting one; until today. i didn't get it, because time was running out and i was afraid to be honest of the pain and the care i'd have to have once i get a piercing. i will get it soon though. i can't get the idea out of my head. (the only piercings i have are my ears, which i had done when i was like 5) therefore the great thought on this matter.
i've also bought a dress, the first.
and job & home wise ... maybe it's time for a change of scenery...
-i haven't told anyone i know yet, but perhaps if God allows it.. i'll move out when my younger sister moves back here, and both of us can live together. -wouldn't that be nice... some freedom finally.. (and other struggles.. i suppose; but that's life)
i've just opened a pack of 4x6 cards, that i had been carrying around in my purse for about 2 or 3 weeks now. i bought them to mail postcards with my secrets on them.
i hurd doing that helps people somehow.
-i don't know what i'm going to write on them yet. i have too many, or too little. but i want them to be as real and artistic as i can make them.
under my bed i have art books, and art supplies... i have an unfinished painting and 2 white boards, and an unfinished drawing.
i hope i get the time to finish them soon, i'd really like to show them to everyone, and make this room a little more me, even though it's not mine.
the other day i went to the pet shop again.. i want to buy my turtle.. my pet .. my wild animal friend.
-they still don't have any.. the first time they told me they were not in season. so i'm waiting for the season to change, so Wilson can come with me. yes i named him wilson.. haha from that movie castaway.. honestly i've never really seen all the movie, maybe i have but i don't remember what happens through out the story. what i know for sure is that when he was in that island by himself, that volleyball was his only friend (if you can call a ball a friend). So that's why i picked that name, believe me i thought about it, it's perfect.
i missed my girls at work, they helped me out.. now i'm just killing the plants there, i'm the nice girl that kills the plants; bummer.
-for no reason, 2 days ago i downloaded yahoo messenger into my computer. (this computer has never had yahoo messenger since i can remember) ym was the first messenger i ever used. i don't know who uses it anymore; considering that i rarely use the computer now, that would be me. anyways if you do add me on... & thanks! (in advance)
aim is still cool :)
i saw my friends last weekend, i had missed them for so long now. they are some of the best people i could possibly know, all in their own little way. i wish i knew each better, or that they knew me better; for what it's worth i heart them all the same.
i didn't intend for this to be long.
tomorrow, if i wake up.. i'll go running again.. it's overdue. it makes my day better, or at least i hope so.........and maybe i'll go around that piercing shop again and this time come out a slightly different.
i aim for change.