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Since I haven't updated in ages, have an update! \o/;; For the occassion, I have changed my layout! It needed to be on the brighter side for a while, anyway. (As a side note, would anyone happen to have a link to the picture...? I doubt it |D but I got it off konachan but I'm pretty sure someone got it from pixiv and I would go look but I haven't watched episode 10 yet so spoilers ahhh; I'll go scour once I'm caught up again though ;~;)
At any rate, I have been meaning to post and all, but I've still been feeling pretty disconnected from life in general. I was supposed to do the "100 things that make me happy" meme a... long time ago. I just hadn't been feeling it. I'll try to make that the next thing I do here, anyway.
Today I was feeling very lethargic. I ruined my sleep schedule a few nights ago-ish in favor of drawing. It probably wasn't too awesome of an idea, but I can't really disapprove of it, since nighttime is so calming to me since everyone else is asleep so it's like having the house to myself. It's nice to think I can do anything, like find the time to draw, with zero interruptions. Conversely, I kind of like being up during the mornings since it's quiet(ish now that my sister's out of school) and it's a better time for getting things done around the house, but eh. I'm really trying not to stress over it all too much.
But yes, today. I guess I didn't really sleep enough... although I can't even remember what time I did get to bed. It didn't entirely hit me until early evening though, and I was so tired I considered going to sleep then. Maybe I should have haha. But anyway! I was thinking and for the first time, it kind of hit me that I really miss having a normal bed in my room... Having my bed up on the ceiling really kind of promotes the attitude of never wanting to leave it once I'm in there, but furthermore, on days when I do start feeling lethargic, it was always nice to just flop on my bed, look up at the ceiling, and roll around a whole bunch. Sometimes that's enough to shake the feeling off, and somehow it's just a comforting thing to have; just a bed you can easily roll around on when you want to... I don't mind rolling on the floor, but uh, it's just not really the same. :(
I told my mommy, and she actually came upstairs to inspect my room and said that I should be able to fit it back in, even with the changes in furniture in the room. We still have the normal bed disassembled in the garage, so... I don't know. It's a pain!! Taking down this bed (again!) and then putting up the old one, carrying the pieces from the garage and taking the new ones to it. It's not like I don't have anything else going on, so it's not like I need to really be piling more work on myself, but ahhh... it just sounds so enticing. It's like keeping all of my blankies together; it's just a thing of comfort from my childhood. It was just always there, and now it's not and it hasn't been for a while, and I miss it.
Which, I guess, means I'm 90% sure I'm going to go for it. My room might feel a bit more cramped on account of it, and it's small enough already!, but I think I need it.
I really meant to just say I really have nothing to say, but apparently I can even ramble about a bed haha;;
Since it's been so long, how is everyone doing? ♥
Ahhh and I missed so many birthdays, I'm sorry! ;A; HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE I MISSED ;____;//
At any rate, I have been meaning to post and all, but I've still been feeling pretty disconnected from life in general. I was supposed to do the "100 things that make me happy" meme a... long time ago. I just hadn't been feeling it. I'll try to make that the next thing I do here, anyway.
Today I was feeling very lethargic. I ruined my sleep schedule a few nights ago-ish in favor of drawing. It probably wasn't too awesome of an idea, but I can't really disapprove of it, since nighttime is so calming to me since everyone else is asleep so it's like having the house to myself. It's nice to think I can do anything, like find the time to draw, with zero interruptions. Conversely, I kind of like being up during the mornings since it's quiet(ish now that my sister's out of school) and it's a better time for getting things done around the house, but eh. I'm really trying not to stress over it all too much.
But yes, today. I guess I didn't really sleep enough... although I can't even remember what time I did get to bed. It didn't entirely hit me until early evening though, and I was so tired I considered going to sleep then. Maybe I should have haha. But anyway! I was thinking and for the first time, it kind of hit me that I really miss having a normal bed in my room... Having my bed up on the ceiling really kind of promotes the attitude of never wanting to leave it once I'm in there, but furthermore, on days when I do start feeling lethargic, it was always nice to just flop on my bed, look up at the ceiling, and roll around a whole bunch. Sometimes that's enough to shake the feeling off, and somehow it's just a comforting thing to have; just a bed you can easily roll around on when you want to... I don't mind rolling on the floor, but uh, it's just not really the same. :(
I told my mommy, and she actually came upstairs to inspect my room and said that I should be able to fit it back in, even with the changes in furniture in the room. We still have the normal bed disassembled in the garage, so... I don't know. It's a pain!! Taking down this bed (again!) and then putting up the old one, carrying the pieces from the garage and taking the new ones to it. It's not like I don't have anything else going on, so it's not like I need to really be piling more work on myself, but ahhh... it just sounds so enticing. It's like keeping all of my blankies together; it's just a thing of comfort from my childhood. It was just always there, and now it's not and it hasn't been for a while, and I miss it.
Which, I guess, means I'm 90% sure I'm going to go for it. My room might feel a bit more cramped on account of it, and it's small enough already!, but I think I need it.
I really meant to just say I really have nothing to say, but apparently I can even ramble about a bed haha;;
Since it's been so long, how is everyone doing? ♥
Ahhh and I missed so many birthdays, I'm sorry! ;A; HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE I MISSED ;____;//