It's Been FOREVER
Yeah, so it's been months since I last made an entry that I kept. I think the last one was in January...yea, so like 4 months ago. Anyways, not a whole lot going on. Found some awesome remixes of Hikaru Utada songs and I've been listening to upbeat Asian music all day. I'm off work today, but I don't really feel inclined to do anything. I mean, I know I have some cleaning to do and I have friends I want to chat with, but I don't feel like going anywhere or anything like that. Still feel a little sleepy even though I got plenty of sleep and got up around 7:45. I really miss talking to my friends..they're "online" but they aren't actually there. Also I've been going through some old e-mails and singing along to songs in Japanese..it's fun. John or Nathaniel better get online soon cuz I'm getting bored. I could play KalOnline, but I'm not really feeling like it right now. I'd rather talk to my friends..even though Nathaniel hasn't e-mailed me back like he said he would. Not sure if I want to e-mail him anymore since he either doesn't reply or takes forever to do it. Okay, well I really dont' know what else to write. Weird since it's been so long between entries. You'd think I'd have a ton to write. Speaking of friends though, I do wish Nathaniel felt comfortable telling me anything like he used it. I know he said that hasn't changed because of something I've said or done, but I can't help feeling like maybe that's untrue. I miss some of our old friendship. I feel like he's holding back things he wants to tell, but I'm not sure why.