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Dear god. For the first time ever in my history of my life at school, I am afraid I won't be accepted into University with my grades. With the break off point of 90% average, my sciences are not quite up to par. Biology is 89, Physics is 89, Chemistry is 86... looking at these, I don't know how it can pull up. I know English is fairly ok in the 90s and Math 12 is 92. I just don't know if I can actually make it. I am seriously scared.
And to make matters worse, UBC was the only university I applied for. I wanted to apply to others but dad refused to pay for the registration fees. He thinks that since he only had to apply for one university and got in, that I only have to apply for one university and get in fine. He tells me not to worry but he has to know I'm not him. There is a chance that I might not get in to UBC on the first try and I don't want to be screwed over because he thinks genes are everything.
With these last tests and quizzes, I am just praying that I can understand everything. I don't think I'll have much trouble with biology and physics is getting better but chemistry...
I don't know why I'm not getting the answers I'm hoping for. I think I understand everything but there are so many exceptions to the rules and have to combine different ideas to fit the problem. Some of the time, I don't really understand what's going on. I do try to ask what is it I'm doing wrong but he is being less than admirable. When we go over the answers, I see what I'm doing wrong but I'm questioning why I didn't get it in the first place.
This is torturing me. Dad is putting all this unnecessary pressure on me. I know he doesn't mean to but I feel it weighing down on me. I don't know what to do. I really want to get a good mark in chemistry so I'm trying. I'm trying hard. I just really hope.. I can get the grades.