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Jan 07, 2007 08:12

Friend 1
once upon a time i had a friend. i was always scared he'd get the heart of the one that i love. even without meaning too :) they got close because i introduced them, and now kinda inseparable.
even when we were together, if there was a big group hangout, they'd always be found talking or laughing to each other.

now they have cute lil nicknames for each other, they are always happy when they talk or chat, he never fails to make her smile and vice versa, and she'd rather look for him to chat or talk rather than me.

and all this without him even trying to do anything. he just becomes the perfect ''friend''.

Friend 2
another friend of mine only met her once. and only for less then 5 minutes. suddenly, they added each other on msn and myspace. then they traded numbers. now, since they both just RECENTLY got single, he asked her out on a date. not so surprising he'd do that though.

Friend 3
another friend of mine was a former bandmate from college. out of the blue, the night after we broke up, suddenly he calls and they talk for hours. even invited to hangout.

Friend 4
this guy is the boyfriend of one of my, and her, close friend. i always saw this guy and aidah as the perfect couple. they compliment each other. and somehow in majority of pics they're side by side. what more, aidah is one of the only girls he opens up too about his gf and relationship probs. heck, he doesnt even open up to me.

so yea. friends :)

wat makes it hard is that she see's no harm in layaning them or getting close to them. to her its normal to make guy friends like that. and gayuting means something normal. and now that she's single, its up to her what she does anyway (rightly so).

call me overreacting, but one day she'd go out with one of these guys. maybe :) some friends.

and what's worst, is that i have to ALWAYS hang out with 2 of these guys. i have to pretend i'm okay with them and its no big deal. cant talk to the other guys about it. they just think i'm overreacting or crapping or its a normal izrin-emo-fear. hehe.

kesian korang. every post is a sad post :)

leaving usa tomorrow. seeya guys when i get back. cant wait to jam and play pool. u'd find me the same sad depressed izrin like when i left, or worst :) good luck.

bye.

EDIT
i forgot to mention, friend 1 and 4 cant really be blamed for anything. i know they dont have any niat to do anything :)
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