Will you ever Know...

Dec 02, 2010 10:27

Title : Will you ever Know... (Chaptered fic)
Author : izanamiwiles
Pairing : Changmin/OFC
Genre : General (for now)
Summary : How do you keep your head above water when you're working 24/7 for asia's most famous boygroup and happened to fall in love with your boss?

Chapter 3: The Revelation (step 3)

Changmin stares at her, unable to move or think.

He was prepared for anything: her blaming him, saying she was gonna make him pay, her screaming, yelling making him feel miserable....but this....he was definitely not prepared for.

He opens his mouth but the words won't come out.

Andie's still watching him and starts laughing. Tears mixed in with her laughter. She's letting it all go at ounce, and doesn't really care anymore.

Furrowing his brows, Changmin looks at her.

"Is this a joke?"

"A joke?......well I guess....yeah maybe you could call this a joke....me falling in love with my stupid, childish and clueless boss...haha good one right!"

"What?!"

Andie smiles, stares at the sky once again, and takes a deep breath. Her eyes still gazing at the stars, she continues.

"pretty pathetic huh?! Yeah I know...."

The assistant keeps on smiling, but it's a forced smile and she knows that if she doesn't get away soon, she's gonna fall into pieces again.

The handsome man looks at her, puzzled.
Is she playing with me? What the heck is going on? Am I that clueless? What 's wrong with me, first Seung mi then Andie - Seriously? ....Stupid...childish..in love....
His face is all crunched up due to the thousand questions that are running through his brain at light speed. But somehow he feels like he can't end it right there. He's about to reach for her when she bows down and whispers.

"I apologise...and y-you won't h-hear from me .....again"

Before tears can come rolling down again, Andie bits her bottom lip harder. The brunette lifts her head, spreads a big (fake) smile on her face, turns around and leaves.

The maknae stands there, a clueless expression on his face, arms hanging loose along his body. He stares at the empty space in front of him.
His mind is still trying hard to process everything that happened.
Suddenly a horn wakes him up. He snapps back to reality and decides to go home.

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Andie opens the door, and takes a deep breath. She has no idea how the other members are going to react to her decision. She takes a few steps in the appartment and is quickly greeted by the lead vocal, silently drinking a cup of tea in the kitchen.

"Ah he found you....good!"

He looks at her with big black eyes, and a big smile.

Jaejoong's always been there for her, whenever she needed someone, which was strange knowing she was the one supposed to help. However in some ways, he adopted her as a sister from the get go, and their relationship grew up like this.

Andie slowly walks towards the chair he led out in front of him and sits down.
The assitant can't look at him, knowing too damn well that if she does, he'll read her like an open book.
And it kills her to think she's going to disappoint him.

Jaejoong breaks the silence first.

"You told him didn't you?..."

Still carelessly circling the contour of his cup, a troubled look appeared on his face.

Andie opens her mouth, but it's like someone, or rather something is blocking her from responding.
The pressure on her chest is so hard she can't hardly breathe normally.
She stares at the cup in front of her, wanting to drown into the green liquid.
The realisation of what happened minutes ago with Changmin is just hitting her and she's slowly loosing it.

Jaejoong takes another sip, and sighes. He puts down his cup and slowly stands up. He walks towards Andie, and circles her with his arms. He plants a sweet kiss on top of her head and whispers

"I will always be there for you, you know that right.....even though I kinda knew it would end up this way..............I'm sorry"

Andie lifts her head up and meets his eyes. Hers are wet but not crying anymore.
She smiles, feeling reassured. The assistant doesn't have to explain her choice. Jaejoong smiles back and walks away.
Andie stays still for a couple minutes, then stands up and goes to wash the cups.
After tiding up the kitchen, she returns to her room.

A few minutes later, Changmin comes home.
Lights are out, and nobody's in sight.
Well I guess it's better that way...
The tall man takes a few steps in the appartment, and as he walks past the kitchen, something caughts his attention.

(flashback)
The five of them are sitting in the kitchen chilling, and enjoying a nice tea-break time while playfully talking about the latest joke junsu invented. Suddenly their manager comes in, soon followed by an average height, brown hair, shy looking girl.

"gentlemen?...You're all here great....let me introduce you to your new assistant: Andrea....Andie Come in please."

Five pair of eyes suddenly stares at the shaking girl, scrutinizing her every move.

Andie bows as low as she can, staring at the ground and trying hard not to choke on the next words that are gonna come out of her mouth.

"Good morning, I'm Andrea, but you can call me Andie, v-ery nice to meet y-you."

She lifts her head up, and swallows hard, wondering while all of a sudden she is now facing five bright - all in white - smiles that actually do not look so fake.
(end of flashback)

Changmin blinks and scratches his head.

Sure, he had no clue of what she felt, and sure enough it wasn't his fault if she fell in love with him, but somehow, something feels awfully wrong with her resigning.

He also knows that the others are going to blame him for it........
He keeps staring at the kitchen, still thinking about what he should do, when a smirk appeares on his face.......

A/N: fail? pass? You tell me ^^p *cookies for everyone anyway*

changmin; oc, will you ever know...

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