Its almost been TOO long
It's saddens me that I have no kept up with this. I use to write in my LJ almost every day. I kinda stopped because I didn't have time. Then I realized, I have plenty of time.
So much has changed in my world. Ups & downs have consumed me. More ups then downs. I know previously when writing I said I was going to move to Florida. Well, I'm still in woodbridge, but not for long. Like I said, ALOT has changed.
I was reading some of my old entries... haha. Yeah, it made me laugh at how much of a fool I was over someone who couldn't give me anything but hurt. I've changed my ways and have since then moved on. I have moved so far along that I NEVER plan on looking back.
May i present, Brandon Ross Andrews. ♥
He has my heart... and he's stuck with me now ;]
We have been dating for about three months now. I have to tell you, he intrigues me. He makes me wanna love and be a better person. Not only for us but for myself too. I have never had a "grown-up" relationship where feelings were spoken about and respected. Not downed on and rejected. He makes me want to my an impact because he has had a major impact on my life. He makes my world a magical place, and I want to do nothing but love him for how ever long I can. I'm hoping for an eternity. <3
This is my school of choice. Where I plan on getting my BA in Communications/Journalism and am Minoring in Music. I am looking forward to my future. For a while now I was unsure of the school I would be attending because I was too worried about getting out of VA. But now I have come to realize, it does not matter where I get my education, at least for my BA. I plan on going through and continuing to get my Master's else where. Plus, all my family is here. I'm still a ma'ma's girl. Haha. I'm really nervous about moving out on my own. I just hope I can work, pay bills & manage school. I don't want to end up having to come back, but then I think about the type of person I am & doubt that coming back would EVER be an option. I learn things the hard way and love a challenge. Plus, Brandon will be by my side<3.
Say what you want;;
its too soon
it'll ruin the relationship
paying bills together can be hard
BLAH! Whatever. I don't care. We work productively on making each happy and making our relationship work. I see us going no where but up and accomplishing our goals together as a team. As couples should be.
So much has changed in my world. Ups & downs have consumed me. More ups then downs. I know previously when writing I said I was going to move to Florida. Well, I'm still in woodbridge, but not for long. Like I said, ALOT has changed.
I was reading some of my old entries... haha. Yeah, it made me laugh at how much of a fool I was over someone who couldn't give me anything but hurt. I've changed my ways and have since then moved on. I have moved so far along that I NEVER plan on looking back.
May i present, Brandon Ross Andrews. ♥
He has my heart... and he's stuck with me now ;]
We have been dating for about three months now. I have to tell you, he intrigues me. He makes me wanna love and be a better person. Not only for us but for myself too. I have never had a "grown-up" relationship where feelings were spoken about and respected. Not downed on and rejected. He makes me want to my an impact because he has had a major impact on my life. He makes my world a magical place, and I want to do nothing but love him for how ever long I can. I'm hoping for an eternity. <3
This is my school of choice. Where I plan on getting my BA in Communications/Journalism and am Minoring in Music. I am looking forward to my future. For a while now I was unsure of the school I would be attending because I was too worried about getting out of VA. But now I have come to realize, it does not matter where I get my education, at least for my BA. I plan on going through and continuing to get my Master's else where. Plus, all my family is here. I'm still a ma'ma's girl. Haha. I'm really nervous about moving out on my own. I just hope I can work, pay bills & manage school. I don't want to end up having to come back, but then I think about the type of person I am & doubt that coming back would EVER be an option. I learn things the hard way and love a challenge. Plus, Brandon will be by my side<3.
Say what you want;;
its too soon
it'll ruin the relationship
paying bills together can be hard
BLAH! Whatever. I don't care. We work productively on making each happy and making our relationship work. I see us going no where but up and accomplishing our goals together as a team. As couples should be.