Only thing to do is jump ooover the spleeeeen. <3 (Re-applying.)
And I am sorry. I will be more active now. Okay. To THE SURVEY. I THINK. YES.
Name: Ariae, but you can call me Ari. <3 Long story.
Nickname: ...Ari. X3; And Alex and Lexi and really any variation of those.
Age: 15 and in-between!
Birthdate: December 5th, 1991. <3 YEY.
Height: Around 5' when I stand up, but I never do because like. Um. I'm in a wheelchair. X"D So.
Likes: ...Jeez, this could go on forever. UM. Here we go. Having headvoices (yes, I have them, shut up), string instruments (especially the violin), Antonio Vivaldi, Mozart, musicals (especially "Rent"), Lost, Invader Zim (of course), being alone (...A lot. 9.9;;), my best friends, IMing, writing poetry and stories, learning different languages, my iPod Regina, Regina Spektor (she is cute, okay. o_o OKAY.), No Doubt (but not Gwen by herself, she sounds too mainstream D:), the Dresden Dolls, Blackmore's Night, The Birthday Massacre...music PERIOD, let's just say, except rap and country and most hip hop. e.e Um. UM. 8D;; SPIDERS, DRAGONS, reading fantasy, RPing, "Japanese Cherry Blossom" perfume... ANARCHY, talking about society with my friends, ranting about anything, did I mention being left alone? ... ...I have a lot. I shall end it there. X3;;
Dislikes: 8D Myself at times, skool (scares the shit out of me, I'm sorry man, but it does o_o;;;;), social interactions with MOST people (and I say most. It's not that I dislike people a lot, they just make me nervous), when people squish spiders (seriously dude. DON'T. DO THAT. IN FRONT. OF ME.), conflict, NEEDLES, bees, work (X'D *lazyarse*), being put on the spotlight, when people assume I'm mentally-challenged because I've got CP, when people assume I've got schizophrenia because I have headvoices, when people don't understand me, the fact that I don't really LET people CLOSE enough to understand me, when I try to be sane and it blows up in my face, war, rape, poverty, the concept of money in general... ...uh. Close-minded people, pervs, hardcore pessimists and hardcore realists, SOCIETY, LABELS (people are NOT. SOUP CANS.), minorities and majorities...
Strong Points: I'm really empathetic, but that can be a weakness (sometimes I'll feel others' emotions SO strongly that I can't function)... I'm told I'm creative and that I can write poetry well... I'm very sensitive... I'm slightly maternal (though I find I need more taking care of than others 9.9;), and I'm told I'm fun to be around and to get to know. So. =D; Uh. Also, this can also be a weak point, but I try very hard not to "rock the boat" and displease people... ...But if my views are contradicted, I'm gonna debate and tell them WHY they're wrong.
Weak Points: I am VERY, very, VERY effing moody. Wow. Okay. It's not even FUNNY how much my emotions go up and down. I have a tendency to "think too much", so then I angst, because I think deeper than most of the population. =] I am a rebel, but at the same time, I'm a doormat and I let people walk all over me because I am so. Scared. Of them. O_O; ...Oh, and there's that. I'm scared of people, and I'm not the most social girl in the world, and sometimes that makes me look cold, but I don't DISLIKE people.
Pet Peeves: ...BIGGEST pet peeve of all? ...Do not tell me "I am only fifteen" and that I do not know where I stand. I HATE when people assume that just because someone's young, they're not entitled the right to a stable opinion. That. Is very. Annoying. ...Also, I hate the sound of cardboard when it's rubbed against. I don't know why. ....AND. WEST SIDE STORY CAN GO DIE. And if you say the word "retarded" in my physical presence (don't mind it much online o.o;) I will murder you. I swear I will. ...Okay so no. But I will give you a GLARE, damnit. X3 And please do not treat me like I am mentally-challenged just because I have a wheelchair and do not assume I have schizophrenia. Thank you.
Hobbies: Mainly I like to be on my beautiful, sucky, white MacBook, Jadice. (I named her after the white witch from the Chronicles of Narnia. <3) I like to type in my journal, a LOT, and IM my friends, and write on an occasion, and RANT ABOUT SOCIETY. O___O ...sorry. 6.6 ....um. .....yeah. Like. Uh. ...I like to sing (even though I'm not good at it XD;;), I like to listen to music... read, sometimes... and that's about it. I am boring.
Talents: Well. This question just left me at a blank. O_o But I'll try. I'm told I can write stories and poetry well. I know where I stand, and in this society, I think that counts as a talent. I'm also told I can sing well, but I can't, so shut up. X3 And as I said, I'm very empathetic. Though I don't particularly like being around people in person, I can feel for them and relate to them because I am human too, and I can feel what they feel...
Favorite Color: Teal. My ROOM is even teal. ^.^ I dunno. I just gravitate towards blue-green colours.
Favorite Food: GOOD pepperoni pizza. (I am very very picky when it comes to pizza, okay. -.o Or anything.) <33 With parmesan cheese on it. ...AND MINT GELATO IS GOD. Do not question this. Thank you. <3 I mean it has twice the sugar of American ice cream, SO!
Favorite Sport: ...Shpadoinkle. ...8D You don't wanna know what it is. Trust me. You really don't.
Mature or Immature?: I can be a mix. Usually I am "wise beyond my years"... ...but then, when I get angry, I want to destroy things. I rip things apart, when I am angry, and behave in a very childish manner. I also laugh at some immature things, that only little kids would like, at times. XD; But in general, mature, I think.
Leader or Follower?: ...I've recently come to have conflicts with this question. I hate being FORCED into leading positions and the first answer to come naturally to my mind is "follower", but at the same time... ...I want to make a difference. I want to lead people in the right direction... I want to help them and guide them towards what is good for them, because I am annoying like that. ?.?
Favorite Character [Any reason why?]: ...I gotta say Zim, or Dib. ...Zim is so cute and short and maniacal and you really gotta admire the guy for persisting. <3; And he's always been my absolute favourite. BUT. I like Dib a lot more than I used to, these days, mainly because I feel for the guy. He's got this absolute truth he wants to reveal but everyone doubts him and calls him crazy, and I know how annoying that is. ?.? Just. God. I feel for him.
Would you like to be stamped as a character of your same gender, or do you have no preference?: I HAVE NO PREFERENCE. If I'm like someone, by all means, please stamp me as him or her. Thank you. <3 Even if it's Gir, again. I was stamped as him last time. But. I'm just re-applying cuz I think I've changed a lot this past year.
Do you believe in anything paranormal (ESP, extraterrestrial life, ghosts, etc)?: All of the above, yup. Mainly because I try to be as open-minded as I can about ANYTHING, and well, there's no proof those things DON'T exist, so why doubt them? I think that there's a lot more going on elsewhere than we're led to believe. I mean, with all those millions of galaxies and billions of stars and other planets besides ours, it'd be pretty impossible for something NOT to be out there. Also, I think it is personally very egotistical of us to assume we're the only beings out there, don't you? 8D ...Also, yes, I believe in ghosts, because I lived with a kitty spirit for awhile, and my uncle's ghost came to visit me in third grade and no one believes me. So. PWN.
Anything else?: Yes. ...Have my theme song. <3
"Precious Illusions" by Alanis Morisette
You'll rescue me, right, in the exact same way they never did?
I'll be happy, right, when your healing powers kick in?
You'll complete me, right, then my life can finally begin...
I'll be worthy, right, only when you realize the gem I am!
But this won't work now the way it once did,
And I won't keep it up even though I would love to!
Once I know who I'm not then I'll know who I am,
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim.
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless,
And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends.
This ring will help me yet, as will you, knight in shining armor...
This pill will help me yet, as will these boys gone through like water...
But this won't work as well as the way it once did,
Because I want to decide between survival and bliss!
And though I know who I'm not, I still don't know who I am...
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim.
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid,
And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend.
I spent so long firmly looking outside me!
I spent so much time living in survival mode!
But this won't work now the way it once did,
Cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss!
And though I know who I'm not, I still don't know who I am...
But I know I won't keep on playing the victim.
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless,
And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends.
These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid,
And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend...
And just for fun, who do you think you'll get?: I've been thinking about that, this whole survey. ...9.9;; I have to say, chances are it'll either be Tak (she's moody enough e.e), or Dib... ...I think Dib, especially with all the "OMG NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME" bits. Sorry. I am so bitter and emo. =D No. HA.
Suggestions for more questions?: ...Um. ... ...Every time someone answers this, you don't edit the survey anyway. X3 But uh. >O How about... .....What's your theme song? ....Come on. Theme songs are awesome.
And please post a picture of yourself behind an LJ-cut or a description if you prefer. OKAY, this is the first and only time I will ever do this. ...Hopefully. But you get to see a picture of my ugly, ugly self.
...I stick my tongue out at you. =D
Okay. I am done now.
NOW TO BE ACTIVE AGAIN!! *WOOSH!!*