yet another day closer to D day
Dear sky,
With all my efforts today i tried to push you away and pulled myself away frm you but i failed terribly. I guess it's when i could really see the difference between us and other couples. We haf this special chemistry between us that nobody else has. It's when we can jus be ard each other so comfortably tat it warms my heart that i couldnt help but pull you close to me agn. It's when the feeling of warmth come gushing thru my heart when you hold my hand or even pull me closer to you, i cant help but stand closer to you. It's like a force of natural attraction that keeps binding us tgth. It's when we can play ard like best frens, joke around like we haf been frens forever and it's when we can talk about anything under the sky that keeps making ppl ard us guess how long we haf really been tgth to be at sucha comfortable stage. It's when you can accompany me to occasions or events that i will feel awkward in w/o you even though you might only noe a few ppl dere, that really cheers me up even though i might be a really lonely person at that time. It's when you always can read my mind and noe when im telling the truth and when im not, tat sometimes i wonder if the false front that im having is really working. It's when you say i matter to you alot, but i don really care whether it is true anot becos i feel happy in my heart. It's when you always try to protect me frm every little tings that might harm me that makes me feel that i cant protect myself anymore w/o you ard. It's when we can cross a really wide road wif cars dashing mad here and dere, and yet i feel safe jus becos youre holding my hand and leading me across it. It's when i noe i will always reach hme safely becos i haf you to send me hme everytime we are out. It's when i rather lie and wait for a longer bus jus so i can stay by you for a longer time. It's when i can go for a party i don intend to go all along jus so i can spend time wif you..
Sometimes i tink im so silly.. the harder i try the more i fail :/ but my dear, i will let all tis go, jus so you can find a brighter sun out dere... But dear sky, can you tell me how you truly feel sometimes? i don wan2 be shattered if i get to noe that all that i haf been told so far are all fake, if one day you tell me otherwise.. i don tink i can bear wif it.. even if i manage to hold a false front, i noe my heart is dead.
Sun
With all my efforts today i tried to push you away and pulled myself away frm you but i failed terribly. I guess it's when i could really see the difference between us and other couples. We haf this special chemistry between us that nobody else has. It's when we can jus be ard each other so comfortably tat it warms my heart that i couldnt help but pull you close to me agn. It's when the feeling of warmth come gushing thru my heart when you hold my hand or even pull me closer to you, i cant help but stand closer to you. It's like a force of natural attraction that keeps binding us tgth. It's when we can play ard like best frens, joke around like we haf been frens forever and it's when we can talk about anything under the sky that keeps making ppl ard us guess how long we haf really been tgth to be at sucha comfortable stage. It's when you can accompany me to occasions or events that i will feel awkward in w/o you even though you might only noe a few ppl dere, that really cheers me up even though i might be a really lonely person at that time. It's when you always can read my mind and noe when im telling the truth and when im not, tat sometimes i wonder if the false front that im having is really working. It's when you say i matter to you alot, but i don really care whether it is true anot becos i feel happy in my heart. It's when you always try to protect me frm every little tings that might harm me that makes me feel that i cant protect myself anymore w/o you ard. It's when we can cross a really wide road wif cars dashing mad here and dere, and yet i feel safe jus becos youre holding my hand and leading me across it. It's when i noe i will always reach hme safely becos i haf you to send me hme everytime we are out. It's when i rather lie and wait for a longer bus jus so i can stay by you for a longer time. It's when i can go for a party i don intend to go all along jus so i can spend time wif you..
Sometimes i tink im so silly.. the harder i try the more i fail :/ but my dear, i will let all tis go, jus so you can find a brighter sun out dere... But dear sky, can you tell me how you truly feel sometimes? i don wan2 be shattered if i get to noe that all that i haf been told so far are all fake, if one day you tell me otherwise.. i don tink i can bear wif it.. even if i manage to hold a false front, i noe my heart is dead.
Sun