Maybe becos im loving you more each day
Dear sky,
Lately I wake up in the morning feeling empty, and tat nothing will go right if I'm not going to see you on tat day. Everytime you're tied down by other commitments I try to be understanding, but i guessed sometimes it gets so hard becos i want you to be right next to me jus for this period of time. All along youve been the one who has been picking me up whenever i fall until the extent that i can no longer pick myself up on my own anymore.
Everyday i pray that we will always stay the same and that i will always haf you. But yet why am i feeling so bothered since i was the one who encouraged you to go ahead wif all the commitments? Sometimes i feel as if i shot myself on the foot by letting you go, whereas im left here complaining why youre not ard. I laugh at myself when i reflect on my own silliness and stupidity. It occurred to me that actually i don really haf the right to complain and be unhappy becos i made those decisions.
I say i cant see your efforts and hw much youve sacrificed for me. You said you always tot of me whenever you were abt to make a decision. And den i asked, are you sure? Because if you really are, maybe youre not doing enough and i cant really see or feel it. I don care if those words were not to your liking, i don care if you really felt hurt by those words, but i jus wanted to let you noe how i truly felt.
There were so many times that i felt like ive always been giving more den you are. I told you, maybe i was silly to wish that you could do the same ting that i could do to you. Silly me... I guess wad's impt nw is, i needa reduce my dependency on you, if not.. i really feel so tired trying to pull you towards me everytime..
Sun
Lately I wake up in the morning feeling empty, and tat nothing will go right if I'm not going to see you on tat day. Everytime you're tied down by other commitments I try to be understanding, but i guessed sometimes it gets so hard becos i want you to be right next to me jus for this period of time. All along youve been the one who has been picking me up whenever i fall until the extent that i can no longer pick myself up on my own anymore.
Everyday i pray that we will always stay the same and that i will always haf you. But yet why am i feeling so bothered since i was the one who encouraged you to go ahead wif all the commitments? Sometimes i feel as if i shot myself on the foot by letting you go, whereas im left here complaining why youre not ard. I laugh at myself when i reflect on my own silliness and stupidity. It occurred to me that actually i don really haf the right to complain and be unhappy becos i made those decisions.
I say i cant see your efforts and hw much youve sacrificed for me. You said you always tot of me whenever you were abt to make a decision. And den i asked, are you sure? Because if you really are, maybe youre not doing enough and i cant really see or feel it. I don care if those words were not to your liking, i don care if you really felt hurt by those words, but i jus wanted to let you noe how i truly felt.
There were so many times that i felt like ive always been giving more den you are. I told you, maybe i was silly to wish that you could do the same ting that i could do to you. Silly me... I guess wad's impt nw is, i needa reduce my dependency on you, if not.. i really feel so tired trying to pull you towards me everytime..
Sun