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She think I can't get through college, she believes that I can't do anything. She believes that I have no direction in life, that because I'm asking for help in school and I'm still not getting little things that it's going to ruin everything
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I love you wittle wumpkins. Make some new friends. Take a step out side of the box. Spend less time with people you already know. Explore who you are when you aren't around people you've known for all of high school. Find out who you are inside. (You are Travis's girlfriend and mom's daughter on the outside) You need to know what is on the inside. No-one around you right now will help you with that. Not even Travis.
There is something extremely important about being completely on your own. Driving 10 hours alone, to think, to breathe, to live. To make new friends, is the hardest thing on earth. It teaches something about yourself to you.
You my child, are strong. You aren't the kindest person around, its not your condition to be. You're the foot in the door. You're the office executive that won't take no for an answer. You are the fast powered, strong willed manager of a fortune 400 company. You should watchin Shark or Boston Legal sometime. I think you'd fit right in. You are upper corporate America.
I'm R & D. Research and Development. I'm lowly. I am a geek, high paid, but ignored. And I am content to be the back ground. you've never been happy there. You like to be right up in front. (classes don't count, you were groomed to be a quiet and apt pupil, that's why you notice the little things)
This is what I know if you since you were a child, these are things you already know about yourself. So ignore them for just a moment. Step out of your comfort zone. Be it biting your tongue and getting driving hours in. Or conforming to mother's outragous ideas. Or maybe its dressing in uniform for a week. I donno. Do something different than you already do. (and that is ususally, for you, trying to be the same rather than different. You are ususally very different)
I tried to be different. I found my extremes, now I can live my life without anyone else aroudn just happy dandy. And I can take the anger that mom has and just roll off the poison arrows.
I love you. Try something new. Don't involve anyone you already know in it. Make it your own personal adventure to find something new out about yourself. Because I think the big problem right now, is that you only know the surface you.
that's why you are so "A'Lisa's such a math genious " junk. NOT MATH GENIUS here. Brandon, math genius. me = technology. you = art? law? buisness?
who knows.
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