Here I go.....

Mar 15, 2005 21:05

Well it has been a long time sense I have updated...Feb 22 to now, I dont even know where to start....

Well that day me and Bailey broke up and things got real bad. I was so tore up, but I had to get back on my feet and it took me until Curacao to do so. Most ppl say that wasent very long to get back on my feet but when you have nothing else to do for 24 hours a day but think, it takes less actual time to move on but it seems like an enternity. We pulled into Curacao and I had the duty so the first night was boreing other than the normal duty day shuffel. It was very pretty so I soked up what I could see and waited til the next day. Day 2 I went Scuba Diveing and that was an awesome experence. I loved it and now I want to get Certified and will this summer or soon there after if all goes well, then that night I hung out at the Tiki bar and had a few drinks and relaxed bc I was exsausted. I did spend some time in the pool and stuff but that where things started to get interesting and I started to change my outlook....

I then decied bc of a young lady named Zenda on my ship that I couldnt sit and ponder or wish things would get better back at the home front bc it would do no good. She relized this as well bc she had decided to come out of an engagement. That night we talked and it was very heathly for the both of us. Day 3 was the best day of all, one day before my bithday I was determined to have fun esp sense we were leaveing on my birthday. I had to celebrate sometime, right....So I got up and me and a few other AO2s went out in town to do some Suvenier shoppen, see the town and, get some food, only to have this need to come back to the tiki bar by the ship. So we bought stuff, had some great Dutch food, and then came back and changed to go to the Beach/tiki bar. That is where things change even more. Zenda was there and we hung out all day and all night until we had to come back. We went snorklen and Swiming and jumped off the ballard the ship was tied to, all until Zenda went head to head with a Jelly Fish and lost and then I seen a Blow fish bout 15 feet down and say okay and went in to doctor Zenda up. Yes the Tiki Bar was right on the beach right about 300 yards from the ship. I never thought I would swim or have that much fun that close to the boat and the water was clear as day....Just a great experence! So then it was time to have some Beer get some grub and Sun Bath. Yes I have a nice tan to bad it is cold here. That was the most Relaxing time I had had in a long time, then the Sun Set and it was party time. I got really messed up and had more fun than I had had in a long time. I remember the whole night like it was yesterday. All the Time Zenda was with right beside me and we enjoy our selves with lots of friends, and all in all was just awesome. We decided to get away and go talk and took a walk on the beach and sat down and just talked for about an hour. After that we went back seen everyone had a few more drinks and then headed back.....

The next day was rough bc I showed up an hour late to work and I didnt know what to expect from Zenda bc she is on the ship and it might be weird. Then at the Same time Bailey was still on my mind and what was I going to tell her????

This is my Statment to the world:

"Bailey I still Love You! But things had to get better, Me and Zenda are not together, and nothing happend that night but talking, so dont worry. Zenda and I are Great friends and I really needed that and if something comes out of it in the furture it will and if not oh well I have a friendship that I didnt have before"

Well we headed back to the states and got back and was headed in and had to turn around bc of Snow Ice and Wind.....I am thinking a week ago I was scuba diven and now it is cold and snowen. I was mad...so one more night at sea. Me and Zenda talked damn near all night and I got an hour of sleep. Pulled in the next day(March 9th, so everyone can keep up) and Austin came up to get me, Headed home it was all good. Up until the point when I had to go see Bailey. It was nice to see her but extremly hard. I am still worried about her. But this whole deal was her choice, not mine. That started the bad night. Faught for 7 hours to get my cell back on and the lost my ID and had to be in VA the next day for work. Well I left at 130AM and head back, Got a ticket at 333AM for 71 in a 55 when my cruise was set at 61 before and then went right back to 61 after...go figure I was pissed off then. Then Got up here and had to pick up Zenda bc her car died. Then worked the next day and had a nice nap that afternoon fixed her car and then came back to the ship and went to sleep.

Friday started the weekend, had a change of command, went home. Went to Hooters with Mom and Dad bc I needed to have some family time and well ended up spelling my name with my ass with the Hottie blond waitress and then the nice ppl in the resteraunt baught me beer!! :-) so Something good came out of it.

Saterday Moved my Uncle, seen my Drumline... Awesome Show and they got 1st and then Got bumbed into Open Class, Wow Congrats guys!!! Then I saw Ashleigh :-) and we hung out got another Cell phone bc the new one broke on its own. Then Went back to move my uncle some more and then ate at Briggs! Yum Yum. So Ashleigh hung out with Me, Josh and, Pablo all night at the pool hall and then at house where we got drunk except Ashleigh. Everyone Stayed the night and then Sunday Went and got food and then back to help my uncle more.

Got done with that and Headed back here(VA) and then worked(kinda) on Monday and did some stuff I needed to take care of last night and then I had Brig School today and now I am on Duty then it is back to school tom. all the way until next Wed. Tom. Zenda and I are going to hang out and then Thur is St Patties day(so Wear Green, lol) and we are all headed to the Parade at Greenies to have a good time.

So that is up to date for the most part and yes this is the "Readers Digest" Verson....I know it is still long but all and all I am gald to be back and I hope to still vist everyone and all as soon as I can. I hope that I dont hurt anyone by this entry and they all know who they are, But I am sorry in advance if I did, The thing is...I have changed a lot in the past couple of months, for the good I hope and I hope that my close friends can say that about me, if they cant I am not sure if they are as close as I thought! But that is life I guess. Until next time.....
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