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Mar 31, 2005 21:43

I imagine that you've missed me during the short time that I've been away. What's wrong? Upset that you've been denied this window to peek through? Filthy voyeurs. To tell you that you haven't missed anything would be too much of a lie, even for me. I'm still suffering from what I am now describing as "feminine tendencies," I suppose that if I wanted to be straight forward I could just say that I can't get the girl out of my mind. She's intoxicating and loves spending time with me. I think she likes me. If only I hadn't complicated things with all that homosexual activity. Speaking of which, both Steven and Solomon have managed to sidestep my emotional barriers and come back into my good graces. Thankfully, they're both out of the country so I don't expect to have to worry about them complicating my newfound heterosexuality for some time yet. The future issues that I can see with Steven are that I think he wants to live with me over the summer. If I managed to secure work in Atlanta then that would really be a good partnership except that She knows all about Steven and would have no qualms with objecting to the arrangement in an articulately vehement manner. Solomon wouldn't present anything of a problem - he's cool and everything but I like Her more than I ever liked him.

Other areas of life are just as trippy in both the short and long term arena. Randy is going to be moving soon - possibly around the middle of April. That's a really frightening possibility. I've been trying to spend every weekend in Atlanta so that I can see him as much as possible but school concerns are beginning to take effect and chill my ability to drop everything and go.

Spring Break was a really fun time! I went to D.C. for the plupart and chilled with Nic and Patty (his beau). Let me tell you, I LOVE Patty! He bought me more cupcakes than almost anyone that I've ever known. The only reason I even think to qualify his superlative is that Nic had a lot longer to supply me with the sugary sustenance. Most of the trip's daylight hours were spent wandering around the streets of downtown D.C. The city is squat, and not really that old looking. It made for an interesting contrast to Paris - which seems ancient and more artistically inclined. The place was teeming with professional types so I didn't make any friends by sitting around in Starbucks. I did get a lot of appreciative glances, which I appreciated, but having all that alone time got to be a bit draining. Paul is Nic's roomate and he's definitely supercute - though surprisingly fem. It was really funny to hang out with him and note how much of a poser he is. His pictures are nothing like his personality. Naturally I shopped every day. I hardly need to mention that.

OH!!! The third night in DC I get online and Steven messages me. We talk and shit for a while until he casually drops that he was recently in the US. Naturally I get a little confrontational since my cell didn't ring until he says "Oh, I didn't call because I was in DC" Lights flash before my eyes and I get a drink of water. Quite calmly I ask him when he was in DC and OF COURSE he was there for two days when I was. Great was my displeasure.

NYC was also really really fab but for some reason I was really tired every day. Oh wait - I was tired because I had to WALK EVERYWHERE!! For some reason Patty had an aversion to the metro system that resulted in the unfortunate use of our legs all the time. ALL THE TIME! We did take a cab when it was really late or when we were all exhausted. The pain in my legs forbade me from making any offer to pay. Sweet monetary retribution.

Since I've been back from break I've gone into Atlanta 4 times, which equates to just about every other day. UNfortunately THREE of those four times have involved going to the strip club with LD. And ya'll know how he is. He's dropped AT LEAST a thousand dollars on drinks and private rooms since we started going last Tuesday. It's out of control but I can't stop going! The first night that I went I got blisteringly drunk and was totally useless the next day. Since then I haven't had any more than a few sips of alcohol and my stomach gets a little uneasy just thinking about it. Bleh. Also, Rachael's dating one of the strippers now. He gives really good lap dances... let's call that a wrap for now, shall we? :-)
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