I have half a mind not to write this. Okay, fair warning, I am going to miss some points and what not, but I can not be expected to encompass it all. We cool? We cool.
Akito loves Shigure. She really does! The problem is that he is impossible to grasp or get a hold of, so while all the rest of the Jyuunishi are essentially cordoned off to their various categories and groups. . . Shigure manages to just work outside of the system! He refuses to be tied down and bound to the one thing that Akito believes in. Akito can't tell when he's being nice or when he's being cruel, then when she can tell that he's just being horrible to her, she just hates it. It's not fair that he does these sorts of things to her when she feels the way she does towards him-When her world depends on his having to act how she wants and being by his side which he keeps refusing. Akito doesn't realize what his end goal is, of course, but she doesn't like the direction he seems to be going in for what little she can understand of it. (That direction being just being a pain in the ass to her, really.) Truly, the only thing that she knows and has faith in him is what he said when they were kids. Even then, she wonders if it really is true. . . Or if he's just playing with her. This makes her angry and so on, but she can't bring herself to hurt him. I think of the Jyuunishi, Shigure gets the free pass to avoid any real violence, because she doesn't want to. . . And she understands that he wouldn't tolerate it too. She doesn't want to push him away forever, because the thought is terrifying to her, of course. In the end, she doesn't know what to do. Akito keeps letting him in and letting him be around her, even when he's being perfectly intolerable, because she keeps wanting to figure out how to bring him back in. Akito fully believes that she can do that, even when she isn't sure when she isn't firmly telling herself that she can.
As far as camp goes. . . Shigure is horrible. He always is, but she feels that he's been especially so. Somehow, she can feel the time they've been separated acutely from him, and she's confused that his reaction wasn't to just try to stay with her for as long as he can. . . But instead to keep riling her up! To keep mentioning things and people that she doesn't care about! He should be paying attention to her and enjoying that he gets to have her around, rather than acting like he does. So, with Dietrich's little run-in. . . Well, it was an advantageous situation. She had no qualms with doing what she did, partially because she couldn't tolerate Dietrich breaking something that was hers. . . And breaking Shigure. Dietrich managed to do what she wants to in some dark corner, and she used it to bring him closer. There is nothing wrong with that in his mind. With his moving out lately. . . Well, Akito is pacified a bit. I think she probably expected that it wouldn't last, but she has leverage and she knows it. She also has something to focus on, rather than having to be reminded of how long Shigure was apart and how he isn't acting like he should.
TL;DR INCOMINGbut_a_wolfJune 24 2009, 00:32:17 UTC
OKAY. MAN.
Shigure loves Akito! He will always love Akito. He also kinda wants to break her, because even though he loves her very much he's far from being a healthy person.
He was angry that Akito left the first time, and even angrier she came back with no memories of it, so he pushed her and was annoying because he wanted to make a point.
"You left me and things are different now."
And they are! But he wants Akito to see that this doesn't change things between them. He's still there and he will still be there, even if he has friends and could choose to leave.
HIS PLANS WHERE TO INTRODUCE AKITO TO HIS FRIENDS, and still be there and obedient... as obedient as he's always been, anyway.
NOW. DIETRICH KINDA FUCKED HIS PLANS OVER because he did break Shigure and Shigure is still far from being fine. He's doing a lot better than he was but lolol torture. He didn't want Akito to know, he considers Akito to be very young in some ways, and very sheltered. And uh... even "I was tortured" has a lot of implications and it's not even close to anything Akito could or has done.
(I mean, she did throw Rin off a window and vased Hatori in the yee, but those were, in Shigure's view, tantrums from a spoiled girl who doesn't know how else to deal with things. She was never taught how.)
So telling her that he was tortured sucked and he hated it, and the only reason he didn't fight harder was because Dietrich had just been there and he was fucking terrified.
So I don't think Akito's been in the position to comfort Shigure often. He's nothing like Hatori, normally when Shigure is hurt or angry and Akito is nearby, he smiles and is a jerk until he can deal with things away from her. THIS WAS A NEW MAGICAL SITUATION, in which Shigure couldn't bring himself to smile or stand up... or move.
He was thinking "what if he hurts her, how do I stop him from getting close? What if he kills her." Akito doesn't seem understand how impossible it would be for her to stand against Dietrich and how she's just human for the rest of camp. He's terrified because Dietrich could break her without even trying.
AND THEN AKITO HELD HIM. And he felt good and safe, and it was great. And if he'd had been a bit more together, he would have hated the curse for it. BUT AS IT WAS, HE WAS REALLY THANKFUL. GODDAMN.
And now he's thinking again! And moving to prevent bad things from happening. He's going to talk to people and try to keep an eye on both Hatori and Akito, because DIETRICH MELTED HIS EYE WITH A LIGHTER and fuck if he's going to let that happen to one of his most important people.
As for him moving out, he really wanted to stay. He loves Akito, he missed her a lot. But it'd be too easy and Shigure's aim is to make Akito get out, not to lock himself in. So he's going to live "outside" as much as there is an outside in camp, and he'll show up whenever Akito summons him, and maybe try to prompt Akito to get out and meet the people he knows.
ALSO. RE: Akito hurting Shigure, you're absolutely right on that he wouldn't take it. I don't know if she's ever attacked him before (I don't think she has?) he was surprised she scratched him, but eh. He was also being a dick so he wasn't surprised enough to be angry. But yeah, if Akito tried to control him the way she controls Hatori, she'd meet a wall.
MAN I BET I'M MISSING STUFF. QUESTIONS? I LIKE QUESTIONS.
HAHA, YEAH, UH. Shigure just being open like he was. . . It was the biggest alarm in her head that something had very seriously gone wrong. Like, Akito is distorted and would love for Shigure to be Shigure, but broken just enough to STOP FLITTING OFF AND BEING A JERK. . . But she doesn't want him that broken. It's just-It was someone else for awhile to her. I'm not sure she fully has wrapped her head around what happened, nor did she because she did not want to hear what happened to him. ON THE FLIPSIDE, I can not begin to describe half of the things she would like to do Dietrich for what he's done. It would make Rin out a window look like child's play. . . sob Akito, you crazy motherfucker.
And as far as the whole DEATH and HURTING AKITO thing goes. She is sort of deluded a bit? But she is also a bit aware? Akito understands that she is God and she is the one in charge when it comes to the Jyuunishi. BUT!! She also understands that other people just don't get it. . . And that other people can mess with her plans and her will, not that she would admit it. (I JUST GOOFED AND LET TOHRU IN. SHE WASN'T ACTUALLY DOING THINGS BECAUSE SHE COULD. NO. NONONO.) Basically, she understands that she might not be a match for Dietrich. . . But she will do her damnedest to be one anyway, even if it isn't her directly. So, Akito fully intends on branching out and seeing what help she can get on "dealing" with Dietrich. . . Once she swallows her pride enough to actually talk to someone else to deal with something she would really rather take care of herself. IT'S COMPLICATED AND DIFFICULT. Like I've said in chan before, Akito is the kind to bite her tongue and drown herself in her own blood before admitting something before she is good and ready to. This includes crazy bastards trying to mess with her or her things.
A-And the scratching. . . Haha, it was just like a snap reaction from being pissed off about being cooped up in a box and Shigure being Shigure and immediately after she did it. . . She got scared a bit. "NEVER MIND Don't do that again." -Thinking about what would happen if she tried though. . . Mmmmm.
AND I SUCK AT QUESTIONS JUST KEEP BABBLING TO ME?? Also, the fic was cute. :(b And I am still thinking on the have Shigure and Akito slept together question. I AM NOT SURE OF MYSELF ON THAT YET. And I am debating the whole Kureno thing too. I will need to do headcanon like sometime soon-ish.
Shigure was very afraid Akito would want details, and he wouldn't have been able to say no because it's Akito but he wouldn't have told her either a-and, I think he would have just shut down because haha let me tell you about how I almost bled to death. Not.
Shigure is going to have a lot of people around, he kinda wants to deal with it in a "Look Akito they're working for you" as opposed to "they're helping us out" because he figures that's less likely to blow up at him. He already has Rabi as a bodyguard /o/ IT'S SUPER SELFISH, but he'd rather have anyone else get hurt over Akito. Har har.
And sob, if she really ever snapped (like she does near the end of canon after the curse has been lifted) I think he'd get very angry, hold her back, say something horrible and distance himself. Since here the curse is still there and Akito believes that Shigure would have to stay... Shigure doesn't like to be tied up.
AND I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF THEY HAVE. I mean, I've been playing Shigure as if they haven't... if they had, I think he'd be much more... forward. And uh. IDK HOW GOOD A MORE FORWARD SHIGURE WOULD BE UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES.
And aaah Kureno. Sob if we ever get a Kureno, I'll have to apologize to the player forever, because he's gonna get so abused. ;;;;
"he kinda wants to deal with it in a "Look Akito they're working for you" as opposed to "they're helping us out" because he figures that's less likely to blow up at him." Yeahhh, that would work a lot better, but I think. She would talk with them on her own, because HAHA I am not that stupid, Shigure. E-Even using Rabi. . . There would be slight problems with it. She still has to broach the Ticky issue now that someone let the cat out of the bag, but. . . idk man. God, I need to think about that.
All, I'm saying is. . . Totes functional. Totes functional.
IT WOULDN'T BE GOOD. But the problem is that it all boils down to a power play between them. Because I think. . . Akito wouldn't mind sleeping with Shigure! If he wanted to! Because that's him sort of admitting that he needs her which is part bonds and part confirming that he does love her. But it would have to have been before Ren, because Akito. . . She randomly just sort of gets disgusted at him, because she can almost feel that he did those sorts of things with Ren. It's a stain that won't ever leave him in her mind, and she doesn't even want to touch him when it comes up. Anyway, Akito does leverage with touch and so on. I mean, she is always very physical when it comes to the male Jyuunishi, like Hatori and Haru, because she knows what power it has with them. It's not like love or anything; she's just using something in her hand. Though, she wouldn't sleep with them. . . Yeah, no. But Shigure would merit that tactic.
THEY WOULD KNOW WHAT THEY WERE APPING INTO AND PROBABLY LOVE IT. PEOPLE LIKE BEING RAPED. I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE THREE TIMES OVER.
Lol the Ticky issue. L-lol Shigure's life in camp, haha. SO THERE WAS THIS PSYCHO AND THEN THERE WERE THIS MURDERING ROBOTS AND THEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOING INSANE.
AND THEN I SWITCHED BODIES WITH HIM. AND THEN HE STARTED LIKING ME. HAHA. HA.
With an underlay of THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ABANDON ME :'(
Shigure wants Akito! And wants Akito to want him! And the reason he won't really cross a line with her is because she wants her to be the one to make the first move.
Also, at this point Shigure doesn't know if Akito loves him. Akito obviously cares! But he figures it is mostly because of the curse and Shigure hates that, because he would love Akito even if she wasn't God. This kinda comes up in canon during the party when he's bitching at Hatori "he chose Kureno" and it isn't until Kureno calls him and tells him, no, he loves you and has me close because I was released, that Shigure goes remind her of what he said when he was a kid. HE KNOWS KURENO IS FREE, but that's of no consequence because he had suspected it for years before getting confirmation in camp. What he'd need confirmation on before doing anything, is on Akito loving him, and like... wanting him more than she wants Kureno.
Boy is kind of possessive. HE HAS NO FEELINGS WHATSOEVER FOR REN except pity and like. He's attracted to her because she looks like Akito and Shigure is fucked up. But I'm pretty sure whatever they had was a one time thing and that he made sure Akito would find out. I mean, Ren would have THROWN IT ON HER FACE anyway, but yeah.
ACTUALLY LET ME TALK HEADCANON AT YOU BRIEFLY: I think after Hatori got hurt, it kinda dawned on Shigure that shit wasn't going as planned. I figure any Kureno/Akito sex happened after that, maybe because Akito wanted comfort or maybe because she wanted to tie Kureno to her. So Shigure was trying to work out how to make things LESS DYSFUNCTIONAL and then Akito slept with Kureno, which pissed him off beyond belief. And you know, since he was jealous and he wanted to stir shit up anyway, he went and slept with Ren. AN AWESOME WAY TO HURT AKITO and with the bonus of getting kicked out (he had to be kicked out because he would never have left by himself) so, he got out!
And then Yuki got sick and depressed and he was Ayame's brother! And also Akito's favorite. So, taking him out too was kind of an obvious choice. I think Shigure changed a lot once he moved out. He made himself look happy, laugh more, smile instead of smirk. It was a way to dig at Akito too, "you kicked me out but I'm fine and laughing. And Yuki is much better look look |D" so AS I SEE IT. Pretty much everything Shigure does ever is because of Akito. Sometimes there are like BONUS QUESTS (Yuki being okay = Making Ayame happy) but the MAIN QUEST is always doing something to Akito.
HIS ULTIMATE GOAL is to get Akito for himself but he's very picky about the how. He doesn't want a broken Akito, he doesn't want her clinging to him because she has no other choice. She wants her with him because she wants to! HE DOESN'T WANT TO BREAK THE CURSE because he's pretty sure the curse will break itself. He wants Akito to... leave the Jyuunishi circle, because otherwise when the curse does break, she'll fall apart and he doesn't want that.
Akito loves Shigure. She really does! The problem is that he is impossible to grasp or get a hold of, so while all the rest of the Jyuunishi are essentially cordoned off to their various categories and groups. . . Shigure manages to just work outside of the system! He refuses to be tied down and bound to the one thing that Akito believes in. Akito can't tell when he's being nice or when he's being cruel, then when she can tell that he's just being horrible to her, she just hates it. It's not fair that he does these sorts of things to her when she feels the way she does towards him-When her world depends on his having to act how she wants and being by his side which he keeps refusing. Akito doesn't realize what his end goal is, of course, but she doesn't like the direction he seems to be going in for what little she can understand of it. (That direction being just being a pain in the ass to her, really.) Truly, the only thing that she knows and has faith in him is what he said when they were kids. Even then, she wonders if it really is true. . . Or if he's just playing with her. This makes her angry and so on, but she can't bring herself to hurt him. I think of the Jyuunishi, Shigure gets the free pass to avoid any real violence, because she doesn't want to. . . And she understands that he wouldn't tolerate it too. She doesn't want to push him away forever, because the thought is terrifying to her, of course. In the end, she doesn't know what to do. Akito keeps letting him in and letting him be around her, even when he's being perfectly intolerable, because she keeps wanting to figure out how to bring him back in. Akito fully believes that she can do that, even when she isn't sure when she isn't firmly telling herself that she can.
As far as camp goes. . . Shigure is horrible. He always is, but she feels that he's been especially so. Somehow, she can feel the time they've been separated acutely from him, and she's confused that his reaction wasn't to just try to stay with her for as long as he can. . . But instead to keep riling her up! To keep mentioning things and people that she doesn't care about! He should be paying attention to her and enjoying that he gets to have her around, rather than acting like he does. So, with Dietrich's little run-in. . . Well, it was an advantageous situation. She had no qualms with doing what she did, partially because she couldn't tolerate Dietrich breaking something that was hers. . . And breaking Shigure. Dietrich managed to do what she wants to in some dark corner, and she used it to bring him closer. There is nothing wrong with that in his mind. With his moving out lately. . . Well, Akito is pacified a bit. I think she probably expected that it wouldn't last, but she has leverage and she knows it. She also has something to focus on, rather than having to be reminded of how long Shigure was apart and how he isn't acting like he should.
. . . Yeah, I have no idea. Talk to me.
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. . . IS THIS A BAD THING?! DID I DO IT WRONG?!
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SHIGURE'S LIFE IS PAIN BUT I KINDA LIKE IT THAT WAY. I'M ALMOST DONE.
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Shigure loves Akito! He will always love Akito. He also kinda wants to break her, because even though he loves her very much he's far from being a healthy person.
He was angry that Akito left the first time, and even angrier she came back with no memories of it, so he pushed her and was annoying because he wanted to make a point.
"You left me and things are different now."
And they are! But he wants Akito to see that this doesn't change things between them. He's still there and he will still be there, even if he has friends and could choose to leave.
HIS PLANS WHERE TO INTRODUCE AKITO TO HIS FRIENDS, and still be there and obedient... as obedient as he's always been, anyway.
NOW. DIETRICH KINDA FUCKED HIS PLANS OVER because he did break Shigure and Shigure is still far from being fine. He's doing a lot better than he was but lolol torture. He didn't want Akito to know, he considers Akito to be very young in some ways, and very sheltered. And uh... even "I was tortured" has a lot of implications and it's not even close to anything Akito could or has done.
(I mean, she did throw Rin off a window and vased Hatori in the yee, but those were, in Shigure's view, tantrums from a spoiled girl who doesn't know how else to deal with things. She was never taught how.)
So telling her that he was tortured sucked and he hated it, and the only reason he didn't fight harder was because Dietrich had just been there and he was fucking terrified.
AND OKAY. Akito comforting him. I. UH.HERE I DRABBLED RIGHT AFTER THAT THREAD
So I don't think Akito's been in the position to comfort Shigure often. He's nothing like Hatori, normally when Shigure is hurt or angry and Akito is nearby, he smiles and is a jerk until he can deal with things away from her. THIS WAS A NEW MAGICAL SITUATION, in which Shigure couldn't bring himself to smile or stand up... or move.
He was thinking "what if he hurts her, how do I stop him from getting close? What if he kills her." Akito doesn't seem understand how impossible it would be for her to stand against Dietrich and how she's just human for the rest of camp. He's terrified because Dietrich could break her without even trying.
AND THEN AKITO HELD HIM. And he felt good and safe, and it was great. And if he'd had been a bit more together, he would have hated the curse for it. BUT AS IT WAS, HE WAS REALLY THANKFUL. GODDAMN.
And now he's thinking again! And moving to prevent bad things from happening. He's going to talk to people and try to keep an eye on both Hatori and Akito, because DIETRICH MELTED HIS EYE WITH A LIGHTER and fuck if he's going to let that happen to one of his most important people.
As for him moving out, he really wanted to stay. He loves Akito, he missed her a lot. But it'd be too easy and Shigure's aim is to make Akito get out, not to lock himself in. So he's going to live "outside" as much as there is an outside in camp, and he'll show up whenever Akito summons him, and maybe try to prompt Akito to get out and meet the people he knows.
ALSO. RE: Akito hurting Shigure, you're absolutely right on that he wouldn't take it. I don't know if she's ever attacked him before (I don't think she has?) he was surprised she scratched him, but eh. He was also being a dick so he wasn't surprised enough to be angry. But yeah, if Akito tried to control him the way she controls Hatori, she'd meet a wall.
MAN I BET I'M MISSING STUFF. QUESTIONS? I LIKE QUESTIONS.
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And as far as the whole DEATH and HURTING AKITO thing goes. She is sort of deluded a bit? But she is also a bit aware? Akito understands that she is God and she is the one in charge when it comes to the Jyuunishi. BUT!! She also understands that other people just don't get it. . . And that other people can mess with her plans and her will, not that she would admit it. (I JUST GOOFED AND LET TOHRU IN. SHE WASN'T ACTUALLY DOING THINGS BECAUSE SHE COULD. NO. NONONO.) Basically, she understands that she might not be a match for Dietrich. . . But she will do her damnedest to be one anyway, even if it isn't her directly. So, Akito fully intends on branching out and seeing what help she can get on "dealing" with Dietrich. . . Once she swallows her pride enough to actually talk to someone else to deal with something she would really rather take care of herself. IT'S COMPLICATED AND DIFFICULT. Like I've said in chan before, Akito is the kind to bite her tongue and drown herself in her own blood before admitting something before she is good and ready to. This includes crazy bastards trying to mess with her or her things.
A-And the scratching. . . Haha, it was just like a snap reaction from being pissed off about being cooped up in a box and Shigure being Shigure and immediately after she did it. . . She got scared a bit. "NEVER MIND Don't do that again." -Thinking about what would happen if she tried though. . . Mmmmm.
AND I SUCK AT QUESTIONS JUST KEEP BABBLING TO ME?? Also, the fic was cute. :(b And I am still thinking on the have Shigure and Akito slept together question. I AM NOT SURE OF MYSELF ON THAT YET. And I am debating the whole Kureno thing too. I will need to do headcanon like sometime soon-ish.
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Shigure is going to have a lot of people around, he kinda wants to deal with it in a "Look Akito they're working for you" as opposed to "they're helping us out" because he figures that's less likely to blow up at him. He already has Rabi as a bodyguard /o/ IT'S SUPER SELFISH, but he'd rather have anyone else get hurt over Akito. Har har.
And sob, if she really ever snapped (like she does near the end of canon after the curse has been lifted) I think he'd get very angry, hold her back, say something horrible and distance himself. Since here the curse is still there and Akito believes that Shigure would have to stay... Shigure doesn't like to be tied up.
AND I REALLY DON'T KNOW IF THEY HAVE. I mean, I've been playing Shigure as if they haven't... if they had, I think he'd be much more... forward. And uh. IDK HOW GOOD A MORE FORWARD SHIGURE WOULD BE UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES.
And aaah Kureno. Sob if we ever get a Kureno, I'll have to apologize to the player forever, because he's gonna get so abused. ;;;;
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All, I'm saying is. . . Totes functional. Totes functional.
IT WOULDN'T BE GOOD. But the problem is that it all boils down to a power play between them. Because I think. . . Akito wouldn't mind sleeping with Shigure! If he wanted to! Because that's him sort of admitting that he needs her which is part bonds and part confirming that he does love her. But it would have to have been before Ren, because Akito. . . She randomly just sort of gets disgusted at him, because she can almost feel that he did those sorts of things with Ren. It's a stain that won't ever leave him in her mind, and she doesn't even want to touch him when it comes up. Anyway, Akito does leverage with touch and so on. I mean, she is always very physical when it comes to the male Jyuunishi, like Hatori and Haru, because she knows what power it has with them. It's not like love or anything; she's just using something in her hand. Though, she wouldn't sleep with them. . . Yeah, no. But Shigure would merit that tactic.
THEY WOULD KNOW WHAT THEY WERE APPING INTO AND PROBABLY LOVE IT.
PEOPLE LIKE BEING RAPED. I SPEAK FROM EXPERIENCE THREE TIMES OVER.
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AND THEN I SWITCHED BODIES WITH HIM. AND THEN HE STARTED LIKING ME. HAHA. HA.
With an underlay of THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU ABANDON ME :'(
Shigure wants Akito! And wants Akito to want him! And the reason he won't really cross a line with her is because she wants her to be the one to make the first move.
Also, at this point Shigure doesn't know if Akito loves him. Akito obviously cares! But he figures it is mostly because of the curse and Shigure hates that, because he would love Akito even if she wasn't God. This kinda comes up in canon during the party when he's bitching at Hatori "he chose Kureno" and it isn't until Kureno calls him and tells him, no, he loves you and has me close because I was released, that Shigure goes remind her of what he said when he was a kid. HE KNOWS KURENO IS FREE, but that's of no consequence because he had suspected it for years before getting confirmation in camp. What he'd need confirmation on before doing anything, is on Akito loving him, and like... wanting him more than she wants Kureno.
Boy is kind of possessive. HE HAS NO FEELINGS WHATSOEVER FOR REN except pity and like. He's attracted to her because she looks like Akito and Shigure is fucked up. But I'm pretty sure whatever they had was a one time thing and that he made sure Akito would find out. I mean, Ren would have THROWN IT ON HER FACE anyway, but yeah.
ACTUALLY LET ME TALK HEADCANON AT YOU BRIEFLY:
I think after Hatori got hurt, it kinda dawned on Shigure that shit wasn't going as planned. I figure any Kureno/Akito sex happened after that, maybe because Akito wanted comfort or maybe because she wanted to tie Kureno to her. So Shigure was trying to work out how to make things LESS DYSFUNCTIONAL and then Akito slept with Kureno, which pissed him off beyond belief. And you know, since he was jealous and he wanted to stir shit up anyway, he went and slept with Ren. AN AWESOME WAY TO HURT AKITO and with the bonus of getting kicked out (he had to be kicked out because he would never have left by himself) so, he got out!
And then Yuki got sick and depressed and he was Ayame's brother! And also Akito's favorite. So, taking him out too was kind of an obvious choice. I think Shigure changed a lot once he moved out. He made himself look happy, laugh more, smile instead of smirk. It was a way to dig at Akito too, "you kicked me out but I'm fine and laughing. And Yuki is much better look look |D" so AS I SEE IT. Pretty much everything Shigure does ever is because of Akito. Sometimes there are like BONUS QUESTS (Yuki being okay = Making Ayame happy) but the MAIN QUEST is always doing something to Akito.
HIS ULTIMATE GOAL is to get Akito for himself but he's very picky about the how. He doesn't want a broken Akito, he doesn't want her clinging to him because she has no other choice. She wants her with him because she wants to! HE DOESN'T WANT TO BREAK THE CURSE because he's pretty sure the curse will break itself. He wants Akito to... leave the Jyuunishi circle, because otherwise when the curse does break, she'll fall apart and he doesn't want that.
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