Aug 27, 2004 09:28
i jus got back from the er a few hours ago. anyways what happened at band practice as most of u kno was that i couldnt breate (it hurt my lungs) and that i was getting increasingly dizzy. when ya'll finally convinced me to go sit down (i rele didnt wana cuz it would screw up frank and jenny and jenna) i couldnt feel my hands or feet and i started to tingle everywhere. mrs. adolph got scared and wanted to take me straight to the er but she wanted to go to my mom first. so we went home and dad picked me up, put me in the car and we left. i got priority in the er cuz 1. both my mom and i both work there and 2. cuz it was a breathing problem. at first they didnt know what was wrong and i couldnt talk to tell them that everywhere was goin numb (it had worked its way up my legs and arms) so they kept givin me sedatives. i couldnt get my breathing back to normal n i finally signaled to them that my lungs and chest were what hurt so they gave me sumthing that sounds like morophine but i kno isnt lol. then i could breathe again but i fainted. when i woke up it was cuz some lady was wheeling me to take chest xrays. i was all retarded cuz of the combination of the sedatives and pain medication so i was little help to her. i couldnt even walk on my own. anyways they finally wheeled me back in to my room and they went over my stats. my bp was rele low but my o2 was at 99%. so they tell me i had an anxiety attack and that i started hyperventilating cuz of that. they said that they werent sure why my hands couldnt be unclenched or why all my muscles were locked into place but they think thats why too. i jus wanted to tell everyone that reads this that im ok and to thank u all that noticed for caring.. and to apologize for interupting practice like i did. anyways i dont care what mom says im at least coming up to watch today. i love u all!
Love Always,
<3 ally <3