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lately things have been somewhat peaceful.
i think being out of high school and knowing that i'll never have to go back is a relief.
sure i'll miss it, the people, memories.
but im happy to see whats to come in the future.
what boy i'll snag and make mine.
where i'll go to school.
if jess and i will throw nerds at each other during reports.
or what i'll make of myself.
it's all real to me now.
having to keep up with my money and quit blowing it.
i may also be getting a job.
that'd really be a plus.
considering the fact that i've been needing one...for um 4 months.
and im starting to think whether or not my heart has lied to me.
i know what im feeling and i know what im wanting...
i just dont think i'll ever get it.
i would really love to get a boy.
someone who can make me laugh as well as giving me the butterflies in your stomach feeling.
i dont want much.
just someone who'll be there for me.
♥
i think being out of high school and knowing that i'll never have to go back is a relief.
sure i'll miss it, the people, memories.
but im happy to see whats to come in the future.
what boy i'll snag and make mine.
where i'll go to school.
if jess and i will throw nerds at each other during reports.
or what i'll make of myself.
it's all real to me now.
having to keep up with my money and quit blowing it.
i may also be getting a job.
that'd really be a plus.
considering the fact that i've been needing one...for um 4 months.
and im starting to think whether or not my heart has lied to me.
i know what im feeling and i know what im wanting...
i just dont think i'll ever get it.
i would really love to get a boy.
someone who can make me laugh as well as giving me the butterflies in your stomach feeling.
i dont want much.
just someone who'll be there for me.
♥