i really just dont care anymore

[ixxheartxxyou]

Just to let everyone know,
I know the things i do are stupiud.
but i dont need people talking about me behind my back
telling eachother what they think. I dont see why anyone cares.
I dont need people judging me constantly on every little thing i do.
Go ahead talk about me with eachother gossiping about all my flaws
and everything you hate about me cuz theres nothing that could make me
feel worse right now. Im a very screwed up person right now.
I have absolutley nobody to talk to an di mean nobody.
I have nobody that understands the things i go through.
I dont have one single person i can just spill everything to, that i could
just tell everything i feel to without judging me choices or what i do.
I have nobody.
I have nobody to talk to.
Not one single person that would just sit with me
and truly listen to what i have to say.
Ill admit my life sux right now
and i cant make any desicions.
I try to please people and do what i think
would make them happy. For once im gonna do
what i wanna do without being scared of what people will say.