May 03, 2005 22:53
wow...j/ wow...
its my last night in bowling green...last night in room 720 offenhauer east. last night in this bed.
its kinda crazy to thing how much has happened in the past year. so many things have changed in my life and i have a lot to look back on and reflect on. Although there are a few things i wish never happened, i know that overall i had a great freshman year. The few things that i regret have a least taught me a lesson, something i will never forget.
truthfully i have had a very positive first year. even though i have been through a lot of rough times i feel i still came out on top of it all and i feel so good about it! The beginning of the year i was crazy. i took complete advantage of my new freedoms, going out as late as i want whenever i want and j/ enjoying not having parents around. Thats when i made all my mistakes tho! my grades were terrible, i was doing things i def. shouldnt have been doing, and i did a lot of things with out thinking. then i realized what was good for me! lol...then i settled down with zach, and boy am i glad i did!
zach has shown me so much about myself and about my life. he has helped me through some of the roughest times ive ever been through and i am soooo happy that i can have a friend let alone a boyfriend that can be that caring and loving. im so thankful i have him in my life and i love him more than anything!
spring semester i settled down a lot and started caring about my classes and stuff. i didnt go out very much anymore. but thats also when problems started with the girls on the floor. j/ a whole lot of drama! lets j/ say it wasnt fun! things eventually got calmed down, i think everyone was j/ getting pissy from being stuck in the little dorm rooms all year.
but neway, im sure after ive been home for a few days i will come back to this journal and reflect more but i really should go study!
GOODBYE BOWLING GREEN...HELLO SUMMER!