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i hate the drive back to bg...it gives me way too much time to think and let things get to me...yuk
but i had a great weekend with my baby. we j/ hung out all weekend together, most of it alone and i love that. we can j/ lay around and do nothing and thats when i feel my best. not to mention i love falling asleep in his arms...it makes me feel so safe and happy. i dont really known when i will see him next. im pretty sure i will get to when i go home for merediths bday. but i want to stay with her as much as possible b/c that weekend is about her. i j/ hope i get to see him a little bit...
i really hope we get to do this cabin thing. its like the only thing im looking forward to other than the MCR concert of course, btw if anyone wants to go let me know. we are prolly staying at carries house afterward so we dont have to drive back late since its in toledo! neway, the cabin would be awesome. it would j/ be me and zach, no distractions...j/ us...*sighs* i realllllllllly hope this works out!
i have soooooo much work to catch up on...i really should have done some of it this weekend...oops! but again, im finding myself with absolutely no motivation to do anything! i hate when i do this b/c i know i realllllly need to get stuff done but i dont do it! grrrrrr!
there has been a lot of unwanted drama lately and i really want no part in it, but i seem to be the one that they come to...why me??? NO DRAMA PEOPLE!
im gonna try to do homework, or at least get organized!
but i had a great weekend with my baby. we j/ hung out all weekend together, most of it alone and i love that. we can j/ lay around and do nothing and thats when i feel my best. not to mention i love falling asleep in his arms...it makes me feel so safe and happy. i dont really known when i will see him next. im pretty sure i will get to when i go home for merediths bday. but i want to stay with her as much as possible b/c that weekend is about her. i j/ hope i get to see him a little bit...
i really hope we get to do this cabin thing. its like the only thing im looking forward to other than the MCR concert of course, btw if anyone wants to go let me know. we are prolly staying at carries house afterward so we dont have to drive back late since its in toledo! neway, the cabin would be awesome. it would j/ be me and zach, no distractions...j/ us...*sighs* i realllllllllly hope this works out!
i have soooooo much work to catch up on...i really should have done some of it this weekend...oops! but again, im finding myself with absolutely no motivation to do anything! i hate when i do this b/c i know i realllllly need to get stuff done but i dont do it! grrrrrr!
there has been a lot of unwanted drama lately and i really want no part in it, but i seem to be the one that they come to...why me??? NO DRAMA PEOPLE!
im gonna try to do homework, or at least get organized!