Don't hate me, I just need time.
I have finally realized why I sleep all the time. I always beleived it was just laziness....but I now think its because I just don't want to face the world. If I wanted to be lazy I could just lay in bed and read a book or sit at my computer.
I think I realized it last night after I read Absolute Boyfriend by Yuu Watase. The ending was kinda sad so I cried for like an hour with no one to comfort me. I felt lonely at the same time. I started reading Fruits Basket in hope of calming down and there was some depressing parts of that story too. I cried some more.
When I finally tried to fall asleep my head hurt from crying. Then I couldn't fall asleep, I snuggled with my pillow and my Kyo-kun. I didn't wanna get up this morning....... I never REALLY wanna get up. My bed always seems so comforting....
I think I realized it last night after I read Absolute Boyfriend by Yuu Watase. The ending was kinda sad so I cried for like an hour with no one to comfort me. I felt lonely at the same time. I started reading Fruits Basket in hope of calming down and there was some depressing parts of that story too. I cried some more.
When I finally tried to fall asleep my head hurt from crying. Then I couldn't fall asleep, I snuggled with my pillow and my Kyo-kun. I didn't wanna get up this morning....... I never REALLY wanna get up. My bed always seems so comforting....