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Uh oh, I've got trouble in paradise. I never really thought that having a long distance relationship would be this hard. It's getting so extremely unbearable. Before Eric came to Denver to see me, it was easy to talk to him on the phone and I didn't miss him all that much. I was used to never seeing him so it was ok. When I came back from seeing him, things got bad. I couldn't even talk to him on the phone without having my heart feel like it was breaking into a gizillion pieces and then shoved down my throat.
Every single day it gets harder and harder to talk to him. Knowing that he's back home where I can't hug him or kiss him makes it so hard. I have my worries about him going to a bar and getting completely drunk and not knowing where he is or ending up doing something completely stupid. I'm taking all of my worries off my shoulders and giving them to God now. I hope that something great comes out of this because I'm starting to lose all my hope for this relationship.
I know that we're strong enough but I don't think that I can take it not being able to see him when I want.
Every single day it gets harder and harder to talk to him. Knowing that he's back home where I can't hug him or kiss him makes it so hard. I have my worries about him going to a bar and getting completely drunk and not knowing where he is or ending up doing something completely stupid. I'm taking all of my worries off my shoulders and giving them to God now. I hope that something great comes out of this because I'm starting to lose all my hope for this relationship.
I know that we're strong enough but I don't think that I can take it not being able to see him when I want.