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So how did everyone's weekends go? Mine was so eventless. Haha, I'm not sure if that's a word or not. My sister's husband freaked out on me last night because of one comment that I said to my sister that had nothing to do with him. I'm way fed up with him. He does this crap all the time. I'm getting a job soon and I'm saving up my money and I'm out of here. I'm trying to put all of my attention and ambition into God and by doing that, trying yo become a better person. James (brother in law) is called to be a Youth Pastor some day. He is so far away from God and acts like he is so almighty that it really sets me off. I would never go to his church in a million years when he becomes a Youth Pastor.
I'm just so fed up with people that sit there and preach to you constantly acting like they no it all. I want people to be who they say they are. I want the to be true to themselves and true to God. Since he's my family, I know that I have to still get along with him and pretend like things are cool. But I'm done. I'm done going out of my way to be nice to him and talk to him about certain things. I'm sick of giving out my friendship and my heart when its thrown back in my face like that.
It's so hard to be a Christian sometimes. It would be so much easier to just not forgive him and hold a grudge as an excuses never to talk to him again. But called God has called us to be different from the world.
I'm just so fed up with people that sit there and preach to you constantly acting like they no it all. I want people to be who they say they are. I want the to be true to themselves and true to God. Since he's my family, I know that I have to still get along with him and pretend like things are cool. But I'm done. I'm done going out of my way to be nice to him and talk to him about certain things. I'm sick of giving out my friendship and my heart when its thrown back in my face like that.
It's so hard to be a Christian sometimes. It would be so much easier to just not forgive him and hold a grudge as an excuses never to talk to him again. But called God has called us to be different from the world.