I Always Loved You *One Shoot*
Title: I always Loved You
Author: me ^.^
Pairing: Sakumiya
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance
Summary: Sho had no time to buy Nino a present for his birthday and Nino has a kind of strange request XDD
Disclaimer: No matter how much I would wish to, I don't own Arashi XD
A/N: Is my first time writing something cute and romantic so please don't kill me if it sucked XDD I did this for Nino's birthday, by the way ^.^ Happy Birthday Nino-chan!!
I Always Loved You
"Finally they're gone..." Nino said happy, closing the door and sitting next to Sho on the couch.
"Yeah... Riida, Aiba and Jun were really noisy today..." Sho said, rubbing the back of his head with his hand.
"Honestly... Aiba's tension was so reised up that I didn't understood more than 2 words of what he said in the last half an hour..." Nino said, resting his head on Sho's shoulder and looking at the ceiling tired.
"And Jun and Riida just kept making out the whole time..." Sho said, rolling his eyes.
"Oh yeah... That bothered me too..." Nino said. "Geez, it was my birthday and I had no fun at all..."
"I am sorry about that... But I am sure they will make up for it..." Sho said. "Well, I guess I will go too now and let you rest."
"No way you're going." Nino said, stopping Sho when the man was about to get up from the couch. "You still haven't give me my present."
"But I've told you.. I have been busy with the new movie and I didn't had time to buy you one... I said I'll give you mine tomorrow, didn't I?" Sho said, looking at his friend.
"Well, tomorrow is too late. I want one now." Nino said.
"You want me to go and buy you a present now?" Sho asked, raising his eyebrow. "Is like 11 PM, Nino..."
"The presnet I want can't be bought..." Nino said, with a smile.
"Well... What do you want?" Sho asked.
"I want you..." Nino said, touching the man's face slowly.
"Wha-what..?" Sho said amazed.
"I've always wanted you..." Nino said, getting his lips closer to Sho's lips.
But the man pushed him away, getting up from the couch and making some few steps foreward, with his back turned to Nino. He crossed his hands on his chest and took a deep breath, while breathing hard. He didn't expected Nino to act that way... What was wrong with him? He didn't understood anything anymore.
"Nino.. You know that I have a girlfriend..." Sho said.
"I know. And I hate that bitch. I have heard you when you were talking to your father on the phone few days ago. I know you are engaged with her just because her father is your father's best friend. Is like a family issue, isn't it?" Nino said.
"I love my family..." Sho slowly said, letting his head down without turning back to face Nino.
"I know you do. I love my family too." Nino said, getting up from the couch and coming closer to Sho. He put his hands around Sho's waist, hugging him tenderly from behind and letting his head delicately on his back. "But I wouldn't give up on me for my family... I know you don't like girls..."
"You don't know anything!" Sho said, pulling Nino away and making some few steps behind. "My father, he... He doesn't like gay men... He always told me that they are insane, that they are abnormal, that they are disgusting..."
"And he will think that about you if you tell him the truth?" Nino asked.
"Most likely...." Sho said. "I don't want my father to stop loving me... I don't want him to see me as a freak..."
"So you pretend to be straight so your father won't hate you." Nino said, scratching his chin with his hand.
Sho just nodded, turning his head at the side and closing his eyes. He didn't want to met Nino's eyes. Of course he loved Nino... He adored Nino. He had been having a secret crush on him ever since he had joined Johnny's and met him. But he had never had the guts to tell him that... Or to confront his father and confess his real feelings.
"Well, I don't know about you, but I would rather be hated for who I really am than being loved for something that I will never be." Nino said. "Do you want to pretend your entire life?"
"I... I will probably tell him one day..." Sho said, avoiding Nino's gaze.
"Will you really?" Nino asked, raising his eyebrow. "Come on, Sho... You are not a kid anymore. You need to talk to your father... He will understand..."
"He will not..."
"Than fuck him. You are a grown up already, you can do whatever you want. I love you, Sho..."
"Nino, I just... I..." Sho tried to say.
"Shh..." Nino said, covering his lips with his hand. "Don't say anything... It doesn't matter.... I know you feel the same. I always knew... But I was waiting for you to make a move. When I heard that conversation with your father though, I realized why you never did made a move... So I will make it for you..." he said, brushing his nose on Sho's nose. "I want you so much..."
Sho was not able to take it anymore. No matter how much his mind was saying to him that this was wrong, that this will make his father mad, that he shouldn't be feeling this, his heart didn't agree. His heart was beating so fast, his heart had already chosed who to love... And it was Nino...
"Let your feelings decide your action for just once..." Nino said, caressing Sho's cheeck with his hand.
He drove his lips closer to Sho's ones once again, and this time, Sho didn't pushed him back. He hugged him back, kissing him. His tongue slipped slowly inside Nino's mouth, brushing over Nino's tongue, exploring all he could. It was feeling so great... It was not sticky from tons of lipstick as it was with girls, it was more warm and it had so much more passion... He started slowly caressing Nino's back, while moving his head to deepen the kiss. Nino's hands were around his neck, keeping him close. Sho put one of his hands beyond Nino's knee, raising his leg up a bit and Nino jumped, wrapping his legs around Sho's waist. Sho took Nino into the bedroom, not breaking the kiss not even one second. He left the boy on the bed delicately, getting on top of him. When the kiss finally broke he looked at Nino and both of them smiled.
"Don't be afraid..." Nino said, caressing Sho's face and hair. "Love is not a bad thing... No matter for who you feel it..."
"I love you, Nino..." Sho said, almost whispering.
"Say it again.. Say it louder... More clear..." Nino said, closing his eyes.
"I love you... I love you, I love you, I love you so much." Sho said, loud and clear this time, starting to kiss Nino's neck.
"I love you too, Sho... I've loved you all my life...." Nino said with a big smile.
"That's why you never had any relationships with anyone...?" Sho asked.
"If I even tried to think at someone else I was feeling as if I was cheating on you... Cause my heart has been yours always..." Nino explained, putting both of his hands on Sho's face and kissing his lips.
"But, you did had sex, didn't you?" Sho asked. Nino shock his head, closing his eyes. "EH?! You must be kidding me...."
"I was waiting for you...." Nino said slowly.
"You remind a virgin until now for me...?" Sho asked, amazed and happy in the same time.
"Yes... I belong to you... Both my body and soul are yours... And they will always be, my love..." Nino said, caressing Sho's neck.
"Nino..." Sho said slowly.
He started kissing Nino again, while unbuttoning his shirt and removing it. He threw it down on the floor, starting to kiss Nino's neck, his chest, his stomach... Nino's skin was so soft and nice... Sho found himself desiring Nino more than ever.... He was feeling a strong and uncontrolable passion growing inside of him and in less then a minute, they were both completely naked. Nino's face turned to red when he saw Sho staring at his uncovered body.
"Don't look at me like that..." he said, covering his face with his hands.
"You are so beautiful..." Sho said, with a fascinated tone.
"I... I am...?" Nino asked, looking at his band mate between his fingers.
"You are the most beautiful person I have ever met..." Sho said, kissing Nino's forehead.
"You are the most beautiful man in the universe..." Nino said, putting his hands around Sho's neck and giving him another kiss. "Make love to me..."
They didn't used words anymore after that. It would have been useless. They left their love to talk in their place. Sho used all the tenderness and care he could master, trying to make it a experience that Nino would never forget. He caressed him, kissed him many times, went very easy inside of him making sure it wouldn't create any sort of pain to the man. Being inside of Nino felt so good that he couldn't possibly describe it. It was as if the two of them were meant to be. He felt as if they were one soul inside of different bodies and that was the first time they were completly united. The small, pleasured sounds Nino was making was like the most beautiful music Sho had ever heard and he didn't wanted it to end. He didn't cared about his family anymore, about what the world would say or think. It was just him and Nino then, both happy and so in love... They kept it up for hours, feeling as if the time had stopped existing.
When they finished Nino was sitting on Sho's chest, hugging him loving, caressing his skin. He didn't remember when it was the last time he had felt so happy. He was not sure if Sho will really fight with his family for him. He had no idea if the fact that they made love will make Sho grow the guts he needed to face his father and tell him the whole truth. But he didn't cared. He didn't wanted to ruin the moment... He took Sho's hand in his, kissing it lightly.
"Thank you... It was the best present I ever received..." he slowly said.
"Happy birthday, Nino..." Sho said, kissing the boy's forehead. "And thank you too..."
"What for?" Nino asked curious.
"For loving me... " Sho said, hugging the boy a bit tighter. "Thank you for loving me..."
"I'll always love you..." Nino said, hugging Sho back.
They both felt asleep soon after, letting the magic of the moment guide them into a beautiful and long dream, where they were still together... And nothing could break them apart...
Author: me ^.^
Pairing: Sakumiya
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance
Summary: Sho had no time to buy Nino a present for his birthday and Nino has a kind of strange request XDD
Disclaimer: No matter how much I would wish to, I don't own Arashi XD
A/N: Is my first time writing something cute and romantic so please don't kill me if it sucked XDD I did this for Nino's birthday, by the way ^.^ Happy Birthday Nino-chan!!
I Always Loved You
"Finally they're gone..." Nino said happy, closing the door and sitting next to Sho on the couch.
"Yeah... Riida, Aiba and Jun were really noisy today..." Sho said, rubbing the back of his head with his hand.
"Honestly... Aiba's tension was so reised up that I didn't understood more than 2 words of what he said in the last half an hour..." Nino said, resting his head on Sho's shoulder and looking at the ceiling tired.
"And Jun and Riida just kept making out the whole time..." Sho said, rolling his eyes.
"Oh yeah... That bothered me too..." Nino said. "Geez, it was my birthday and I had no fun at all..."
"I am sorry about that... But I am sure they will make up for it..." Sho said. "Well, I guess I will go too now and let you rest."
"No way you're going." Nino said, stopping Sho when the man was about to get up from the couch. "You still haven't give me my present."
"But I've told you.. I have been busy with the new movie and I didn't had time to buy you one... I said I'll give you mine tomorrow, didn't I?" Sho said, looking at his friend.
"Well, tomorrow is too late. I want one now." Nino said.
"You want me to go and buy you a present now?" Sho asked, raising his eyebrow. "Is like 11 PM, Nino..."
"The presnet I want can't be bought..." Nino said, with a smile.
"Well... What do you want?" Sho asked.
"I want you..." Nino said, touching the man's face slowly.
"Wha-what..?" Sho said amazed.
"I've always wanted you..." Nino said, getting his lips closer to Sho's lips.
But the man pushed him away, getting up from the couch and making some few steps foreward, with his back turned to Nino. He crossed his hands on his chest and took a deep breath, while breathing hard. He didn't expected Nino to act that way... What was wrong with him? He didn't understood anything anymore.
"Nino.. You know that I have a girlfriend..." Sho said.
"I know. And I hate that bitch. I have heard you when you were talking to your father on the phone few days ago. I know you are engaged with her just because her father is your father's best friend. Is like a family issue, isn't it?" Nino said.
"I love my family..." Sho slowly said, letting his head down without turning back to face Nino.
"I know you do. I love my family too." Nino said, getting up from the couch and coming closer to Sho. He put his hands around Sho's waist, hugging him tenderly from behind and letting his head delicately on his back. "But I wouldn't give up on me for my family... I know you don't like girls..."
"You don't know anything!" Sho said, pulling Nino away and making some few steps behind. "My father, he... He doesn't like gay men... He always told me that they are insane, that they are abnormal, that they are disgusting..."
"And he will think that about you if you tell him the truth?" Nino asked.
"Most likely...." Sho said. "I don't want my father to stop loving me... I don't want him to see me as a freak..."
"So you pretend to be straight so your father won't hate you." Nino said, scratching his chin with his hand.
Sho just nodded, turning his head at the side and closing his eyes. He didn't want to met Nino's eyes. Of course he loved Nino... He adored Nino. He had been having a secret crush on him ever since he had joined Johnny's and met him. But he had never had the guts to tell him that... Or to confront his father and confess his real feelings.
"Well, I don't know about you, but I would rather be hated for who I really am than being loved for something that I will never be." Nino said. "Do you want to pretend your entire life?"
"I... I will probably tell him one day..." Sho said, avoiding Nino's gaze.
"Will you really?" Nino asked, raising his eyebrow. "Come on, Sho... You are not a kid anymore. You need to talk to your father... He will understand..."
"He will not..."
"Than fuck him. You are a grown up already, you can do whatever you want. I love you, Sho..."
"Nino, I just... I..." Sho tried to say.
"Shh..." Nino said, covering his lips with his hand. "Don't say anything... It doesn't matter.... I know you feel the same. I always knew... But I was waiting for you to make a move. When I heard that conversation with your father though, I realized why you never did made a move... So I will make it for you..." he said, brushing his nose on Sho's nose. "I want you so much..."
Sho was not able to take it anymore. No matter how much his mind was saying to him that this was wrong, that this will make his father mad, that he shouldn't be feeling this, his heart didn't agree. His heart was beating so fast, his heart had already chosed who to love... And it was Nino...
"Let your feelings decide your action for just once..." Nino said, caressing Sho's cheeck with his hand.
He drove his lips closer to Sho's ones once again, and this time, Sho didn't pushed him back. He hugged him back, kissing him. His tongue slipped slowly inside Nino's mouth, brushing over Nino's tongue, exploring all he could. It was feeling so great... It was not sticky from tons of lipstick as it was with girls, it was more warm and it had so much more passion... He started slowly caressing Nino's back, while moving his head to deepen the kiss. Nino's hands were around his neck, keeping him close. Sho put one of his hands beyond Nino's knee, raising his leg up a bit and Nino jumped, wrapping his legs around Sho's waist. Sho took Nino into the bedroom, not breaking the kiss not even one second. He left the boy on the bed delicately, getting on top of him. When the kiss finally broke he looked at Nino and both of them smiled.
"Don't be afraid..." Nino said, caressing Sho's face and hair. "Love is not a bad thing... No matter for who you feel it..."
"I love you, Nino..." Sho said, almost whispering.
"Say it again.. Say it louder... More clear..." Nino said, closing his eyes.
"I love you... I love you, I love you, I love you so much." Sho said, loud and clear this time, starting to kiss Nino's neck.
"I love you too, Sho... I've loved you all my life...." Nino said with a big smile.
"That's why you never had any relationships with anyone...?" Sho asked.
"If I even tried to think at someone else I was feeling as if I was cheating on you... Cause my heart has been yours always..." Nino explained, putting both of his hands on Sho's face and kissing his lips.
"But, you did had sex, didn't you?" Sho asked. Nino shock his head, closing his eyes. "EH?! You must be kidding me...."
"I was waiting for you...." Nino said slowly.
"You remind a virgin until now for me...?" Sho asked, amazed and happy in the same time.
"Yes... I belong to you... Both my body and soul are yours... And they will always be, my love..." Nino said, caressing Sho's neck.
"Nino..." Sho said slowly.
He started kissing Nino again, while unbuttoning his shirt and removing it. He threw it down on the floor, starting to kiss Nino's neck, his chest, his stomach... Nino's skin was so soft and nice... Sho found himself desiring Nino more than ever.... He was feeling a strong and uncontrolable passion growing inside of him and in less then a minute, they were both completely naked. Nino's face turned to red when he saw Sho staring at his uncovered body.
"Don't look at me like that..." he said, covering his face with his hands.
"You are so beautiful..." Sho said, with a fascinated tone.
"I... I am...?" Nino asked, looking at his band mate between his fingers.
"You are the most beautiful person I have ever met..." Sho said, kissing Nino's forehead.
"You are the most beautiful man in the universe..." Nino said, putting his hands around Sho's neck and giving him another kiss. "Make love to me..."
They didn't used words anymore after that. It would have been useless. They left their love to talk in their place. Sho used all the tenderness and care he could master, trying to make it a experience that Nino would never forget. He caressed him, kissed him many times, went very easy inside of him making sure it wouldn't create any sort of pain to the man. Being inside of Nino felt so good that he couldn't possibly describe it. It was as if the two of them were meant to be. He felt as if they were one soul inside of different bodies and that was the first time they were completly united. The small, pleasured sounds Nino was making was like the most beautiful music Sho had ever heard and he didn't wanted it to end. He didn't cared about his family anymore, about what the world would say or think. It was just him and Nino then, both happy and so in love... They kept it up for hours, feeling as if the time had stopped existing.
When they finished Nino was sitting on Sho's chest, hugging him loving, caressing his skin. He didn't remember when it was the last time he had felt so happy. He was not sure if Sho will really fight with his family for him. He had no idea if the fact that they made love will make Sho grow the guts he needed to face his father and tell him the whole truth. But he didn't cared. He didn't wanted to ruin the moment... He took Sho's hand in his, kissing it lightly.
"Thank you... It was the best present I ever received..." he slowly said.
"Happy birthday, Nino..." Sho said, kissing the boy's forehead. "And thank you too..."
"What for?" Nino asked curious.
"For loving me... " Sho said, hugging the boy a bit tighter. "Thank you for loving me..."
"I'll always love you..." Nino said, hugging Sho back.
They both felt asleep soon after, letting the magic of the moment guide them into a beautiful and long dream, where they were still together... And nothing could break them apart...