Dream Boy *Chapter 4*
Title: Dream Boy
Author: me ^^
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Juntoshi
Rating: PG, 13
Genre: ... I guess SF XDD
Summary: Place Sakuraiba in the future from 300 years away and you get this XDD
Disclaimer: It's all fiction. I don't own Arashi XD
Chapter 4
Sho was truly amazing. His beauty was stunning, his smile was radiating, his skin was soft and warm, his lips were sweet as chocolate... Masaki didn't cared about what Jun and Satoshi were saying. To him, Sho was perfect just as he was. He couldn't say "I love you" though... Those three words that would bring Masaki the biggest joy of his life were meaningless to Sho. He could understand passion, he could understand lust, he was a true God of sex, but love... Love was a chapter Sho could not read.
"I know you can do it..." Sho told Masaki one night, when they were both sitting on the bed.
"Eh?" the man asked confused.
"I know you can make me feel it... That thing that you feel when you keep staring at me as if I was fascinating you. The thing that your kind call 'love'. I've heard Ninomiya-san saying it to someone the other day. That he gave you a program that can make me have human feelings." Sho said, turning his head around to look at Masaki.
"Oh.. Yeah..." Masaki said, letting his head down.
"Why you didn't install it in me yet?" Sho asked, still looking at the man deep.
"I don't want to do that..." Masaki answered, avoiding Sho's look.
"Why not?" Sho asked again, moving in a more comfortable position.
"Because I don't want you to suffer..." Masaki said, turning to face him. "Love... Love is a very complex feeling. Is a bunch of different feelings, actually... Is beautiful at the start. It makes your heart beat faster, your adrenalin grows... You feel like you can touch the stars and you always smile even though you don't know why you're smiling..." he explained, with a big smile on his face.
"That sounds beautiful..." Sho said.
"Yes... But it has a bad part too. Love can also hurt... Cause once the person you love is not with you anymore... It hurts... It hurts so much that you feel like you can't breath anymore... It hurts so much that you feel like you are getting ripped in one million pieces..." Masaki put both of his hands on Sho's face, looking straight in his eyes. "Sho... I love you so so much... But I am only human... It won't be tomorrow or the next year, but one day, I will die... My existence is not eternal as your one. I won't be here forever... And if I make you love me, you will suffer after my death... I love you too much to condemn you to this pain, my angel..." he said, caressing his face. "Do you understand?"
"I think so..." Sho said.
"You are not like us... You are better. You can't get hurt or ill or old... You will never feel pain and you will never die... Human beings would kill for all of this... That is why, I do not want you to have feelings. You don't need them... To me, you are completely perfect just the way you are... A bit cold, but yet so warm... So innocent, so nice, so amazing from all points of view..." Masaki slowly said.
"But..."
"Sho, just listen to me. I want you always to be my perfect and adoring Dream Boy... Until the day I die... And when I will die, you won't have anything tight you up to me anymore. And you will be send to a new master... And after he dies too, you will go to another new master... And so it will go on... Until all that will be left is you... And your kind, the other Mechas..."
Sho looked at Masaki, trying to understand what the man was saying. It did made sense. And it was obvious that he was thinking about him and his own good. But something just didn't sound right...
"No!" Sho said all of a sudden, pushing Masaki away. "I don't want to go to a new master! I don't want you to die, I don't want you to leave me..."
"Sho..." Masaki said amazed.
"I may not be able to understand love, but... You have been the only human who treated me like a human. You are the only one who thought I was special. You didn't treat me like a machine the way the ones that build me did... You didn't saw me as a mechanical puppet as your friends did... You made me feel important and unique. And I want you, I want only you. I don't want to belong to anyone else but you!" Sho said, on a revolted tone.
"Sho-chan..." Masaki said, with his eyes in tears.
He hugged Sho, giving him a long and passionate kiss. He couldn't believe what beautiful things Sho had told him. Even without feelings, he was still so amazing...
"I love you... I love you, I love you, I love you so damn much..." he said, when the kiss ended.
"I want to love you too..." Sho said, caressing Masaki's cheek. "Please..."
"No, Sho..." the man said, pushing him delicately away. "I can't... I am sorry..."
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Sho looked at the door for a second, before knocking at it lightly.
"May I come in?" he asked.
"Sure." he heard the short answer.
He opened the door, getting inside slowly. He looked around the room and saw Kazunari sitting at his desk, writing something on some papers. The man got up and came closer as soon as he saw Sho enter.
"Something wrong?" he asked, seeing that Sho was not talking.
"He doesn't want to make me love..." Sho said, letting his head down a bit.
"You knew about it?" Kazunari asked surprised.
"I want to love... I want to feel what humans feel... I want to see what humans see... I want to be able to sleep and have dreams and get hurt so I can be happy when it doesn't hurt anymore... I want to get sick and old and die one day..." Sho said fast, still looking down.
He felt in his knees, bending so much that his nose almost touched the floor.
"Please... Please, make me human!" he said loud.
"Wha-What...?" Kazunari said amazed.
"You made me, didn't you? You created me... So you can transform me into a human being too, can't you? Please, I beg you..."
"Sho... I... I..." Kazunari said, not knowing how to react. "I can not make you human..."
"Why? If you made me this, why you can't make me human too?" Sho asked hard, raising his head and looking at the man.
"Sho... The Dream Boys production was my pathetic try of playing to be God... But I can not be him..." Kazunari tried to explain.
"God? Who is God?" Sho asked confused.
"We are the ones who created you... However, we do not know who created us. We call him God. For millions of years we have searched for him but... We never found him..." Kazunari said, sitting on the bed.
"Does he exist?" Sho said, getting up from the flor and going more near to the man.
"Some say he does..." Kazunari said slowly.
"Then... Can God make me human?" Sho asked.
Kazunari laughed a bit, closing his eyes and smiling sadly. "You are so innocent, Sho... Childish, silly, fragile... You are so, so easy to love... You don't even realize how strong you really are... You don't even realize how many things you could do... Why be a human when you can be much more than that? Why would you wish to become a pathetic creature like us, that doesn't live long enough and that suffers always?"
"Because I want to be like him..." Sho said.
"Sho-chan!!" Masaki's call was heard all around the house.
Sho excused himself fast and left, leaving Kazunari alone. The man layed on the bed, covering his face with his hands. "Impossible... This Mecha already feels..." he said, while staring at the ceiling.
Author: me ^^
Pairing: Sakuraiba, Juntoshi
Rating: PG, 13
Genre: ... I guess SF XDD
Summary: Place Sakuraiba in the future from 300 years away and you get this XDD
Disclaimer: It's all fiction. I don't own Arashi XD
Chapter 4
Sho was truly amazing. His beauty was stunning, his smile was radiating, his skin was soft and warm, his lips were sweet as chocolate... Masaki didn't cared about what Jun and Satoshi were saying. To him, Sho was perfect just as he was. He couldn't say "I love you" though... Those three words that would bring Masaki the biggest joy of his life were meaningless to Sho. He could understand passion, he could understand lust, he was a true God of sex, but love... Love was a chapter Sho could not read.
"I know you can do it..." Sho told Masaki one night, when they were both sitting on the bed.
"Eh?" the man asked confused.
"I know you can make me feel it... That thing that you feel when you keep staring at me as if I was fascinating you. The thing that your kind call 'love'. I've heard Ninomiya-san saying it to someone the other day. That he gave you a program that can make me have human feelings." Sho said, turning his head around to look at Masaki.
"Oh.. Yeah..." Masaki said, letting his head down.
"Why you didn't install it in me yet?" Sho asked, still looking at the man deep.
"I don't want to do that..." Masaki answered, avoiding Sho's look.
"Why not?" Sho asked again, moving in a more comfortable position.
"Because I don't want you to suffer..." Masaki said, turning to face him. "Love... Love is a very complex feeling. Is a bunch of different feelings, actually... Is beautiful at the start. It makes your heart beat faster, your adrenalin grows... You feel like you can touch the stars and you always smile even though you don't know why you're smiling..." he explained, with a big smile on his face.
"That sounds beautiful..." Sho said.
"Yes... But it has a bad part too. Love can also hurt... Cause once the person you love is not with you anymore... It hurts... It hurts so much that you feel like you can't breath anymore... It hurts so much that you feel like you are getting ripped in one million pieces..." Masaki put both of his hands on Sho's face, looking straight in his eyes. "Sho... I love you so so much... But I am only human... It won't be tomorrow or the next year, but one day, I will die... My existence is not eternal as your one. I won't be here forever... And if I make you love me, you will suffer after my death... I love you too much to condemn you to this pain, my angel..." he said, caressing his face. "Do you understand?"
"I think so..." Sho said.
"You are not like us... You are better. You can't get hurt or ill or old... You will never feel pain and you will never die... Human beings would kill for all of this... That is why, I do not want you to have feelings. You don't need them... To me, you are completely perfect just the way you are... A bit cold, but yet so warm... So innocent, so nice, so amazing from all points of view..." Masaki slowly said.
"But..."
"Sho, just listen to me. I want you always to be my perfect and adoring Dream Boy... Until the day I die... And when I will die, you won't have anything tight you up to me anymore. And you will be send to a new master... And after he dies too, you will go to another new master... And so it will go on... Until all that will be left is you... And your kind, the other Mechas..."
Sho looked at Masaki, trying to understand what the man was saying. It did made sense. And it was obvious that he was thinking about him and his own good. But something just didn't sound right...
"No!" Sho said all of a sudden, pushing Masaki away. "I don't want to go to a new master! I don't want you to die, I don't want you to leave me..."
"Sho..." Masaki said amazed.
"I may not be able to understand love, but... You have been the only human who treated me like a human. You are the only one who thought I was special. You didn't treat me like a machine the way the ones that build me did... You didn't saw me as a mechanical puppet as your friends did... You made me feel important and unique. And I want you, I want only you. I don't want to belong to anyone else but you!" Sho said, on a revolted tone.
"Sho-chan..." Masaki said, with his eyes in tears.
He hugged Sho, giving him a long and passionate kiss. He couldn't believe what beautiful things Sho had told him. Even without feelings, he was still so amazing...
"I love you... I love you, I love you, I love you so damn much..." he said, when the kiss ended.
"I want to love you too..." Sho said, caressing Masaki's cheek. "Please..."
"No, Sho..." the man said, pushing him delicately away. "I can't... I am sorry..."
---
Sho looked at the door for a second, before knocking at it lightly.
"May I come in?" he asked.
"Sure." he heard the short answer.
He opened the door, getting inside slowly. He looked around the room and saw Kazunari sitting at his desk, writing something on some papers. The man got up and came closer as soon as he saw Sho enter.
"Something wrong?" he asked, seeing that Sho was not talking.
"He doesn't want to make me love..." Sho said, letting his head down a bit.
"You knew about it?" Kazunari asked surprised.
"I want to love... I want to feel what humans feel... I want to see what humans see... I want to be able to sleep and have dreams and get hurt so I can be happy when it doesn't hurt anymore... I want to get sick and old and die one day..." Sho said fast, still looking down.
He felt in his knees, bending so much that his nose almost touched the floor.
"Please... Please, make me human!" he said loud.
"Wha-What...?" Kazunari said amazed.
"You made me, didn't you? You created me... So you can transform me into a human being too, can't you? Please, I beg you..."
"Sho... I... I..." Kazunari said, not knowing how to react. "I can not make you human..."
"Why? If you made me this, why you can't make me human too?" Sho asked hard, raising his head and looking at the man.
"Sho... The Dream Boys production was my pathetic try of playing to be God... But I can not be him..." Kazunari tried to explain.
"God? Who is God?" Sho asked confused.
"We are the ones who created you... However, we do not know who created us. We call him God. For millions of years we have searched for him but... We never found him..." Kazunari said, sitting on the bed.
"Does he exist?" Sho said, getting up from the flor and going more near to the man.
"Some say he does..." Kazunari said slowly.
"Then... Can God make me human?" Sho asked.
Kazunari laughed a bit, closing his eyes and smiling sadly. "You are so innocent, Sho... Childish, silly, fragile... You are so, so easy to love... You don't even realize how strong you really are... You don't even realize how many things you could do... Why be a human when you can be much more than that? Why would you wish to become a pathetic creature like us, that doesn't live long enough and that suffers always?"
"Because I want to be like him..." Sho said.
"Sho-chan!!" Masaki's call was heard all around the house.
Sho excused himself fast and left, leaving Kazunari alone. The man layed on the bed, covering his face with his hands. "Impossible... This Mecha already feels..." he said, while staring at the ceiling.