Should I be a Girl *Chapter 8*
Title: should I be a girl ?!
Author: me and sushi4ever
Pairing: Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki
Genre: romance, fluff , AU
Rating: PG- 13
summary: aiba?? should aiba be a girl??!!
Disclaimer:
1- I wish I own sakuraiba.
2- This all are fiction
Chapter 8
"Don't worry, sweetie. Your father was not talking serious. Beside... I have nothing with Misaki. I mean, Masaki... It is a surprise to find out she is actually a he, but... As long as you are happy, there is nothing else that matters for me." Sho's mother said.
"Thank you, mom..." Sho said with a big smile, hugging her. "You've always been really nice and understanding. But I know that dad was talking serious. And we will go. I don't want him to look ugly at Masaki or try to scare him or hurt him."
"Your father wouldn't do that, Sho..." his mother said.
"Mom, please... I think you know as well as me what dad would and wouldn't do." Sho said, letting go of her and making some few steps ahead to the window.
His mother just left her head down, not saying anything anymore. Aiba was watching all the scene without letting a word out. He didn't knew anything about Sho's family or his life. Everything was happening very fast and it was making him dizzy. He had speand 2 months in that house, trying to preteand that his love for Sho was unreal, trying to keep his dreams, fantasies and illusions for himself, trying to sink all the passion and desire as deep in his soul as he could. And now that they had confessed... He never expected things to go this fast. It was a shock, it was hard to get used to it... He felt as if reality had gave him a slap that had shaked all of his mind.
Sho went to his mother and kissed her cheek, taking Aiba's hand in his after and pulling him out of the livingroom and up the stairs to his room. He packed some of his cloths in a big suitcase and took some money from his seif. He also took all his credit cards and checks. That was when Aiba realized it wasn't a joke. They were really leaving... After Sho finished he helped Aiba pack too and they went on the hall. All the servents in the house were watching them, whispering and staring at Aiba who was starting to feel like a rabbit between the wolves and wanted to run away.
When they were in the main hall, Sho's father came in. He looked at both of them in a strange way and Aiba felt happy that Sho put his arm around his shoulders to comfort him and make him feel more relaxed.
"Where do you think you're going?" his father asked.
"I am going away. Wasn't that what you told me to do, father?" Sho asked.
"Why are you doing this, Sho? I gave you everything! I've send you to the best schools, I gave you a good name, a reputation, money, fame, women, everything! I gave you all you wanted!" his father said on a desperate tone.
"No, father... That wasn't what I wanted, that was what you wanted..." Sho said, feeling tears forming in his eyes. "All I wanted was someone to understand me... Take care of me, be there for me, love me... But no. You were never my father, you were just my wallet filled of money. You never listed for me, you were never there in the most important times of my life. You were not there at the first baseball match I won, you were not there at any of my stage plays, you were not there when I graduated, you were never there... You were too busy with your work... The father I remember was always sitting at his big desk without ever paying any attention on me..."
"Why dose that matter? I made you a big, strong, rich and capable man, Sho!" his father screamed.
"But you didn't made me a happy man, father! You made me a frustrated, depressed and sad idiot. I can't even confess you my feelings, I can never talk to you unless is something about business... I want to be free, father. Out of this golden cage where you locked me. I want to see the world, I want to do what I want... I want to love and be loved..." Sho said, hugging Aiba a bit more tight.
"Why can't you do that with a girl?" his father asked.
"Because is him that I love! You can't order your heart who to love... He may not be a girl and he may not be rich or polite or smart... But he is tender and sweet and nice... He took care of me, he cared for me, he made me feel important... And is him that I want..." Sho said, kissing Aiba's forehead. "Beside, I don't like women. I hate them. They are just stupid bitchs who want just money. I don't trust them at all."
"Look what, Sho... If you get out of this house with that guy, you are not a Sakurai anymore. And you are out of my company, of my family and of my life!" his father said loud.
"As you wish, mister Sakurai..." Sho said, watching his father with a sad expression. "Come on, my love, let's go..."
He took Aiba's hand in his and they both walked out of the house, slamming hard the door behind them. Aiba felt a bit guilty. He couldn't believe he had ruined Sho's family like that. But Sho looked happy. He was smiling and holding him tight.
"I am finally free!" he said, putting his hands on Aiba's waist and kissing him.
Aiba was a bit surprised by the kiss but he answered him, touching slowly his face with his hand.
"What will we do now, Sho?" he asked.
"We'll get the hell out of here. Let's go." Sho said.
They put the suitcases in the back of the car and got inside, Sho taking the driver place. They smiled to each other and drive off. Aiba was looking on the window at the Tokyo buildings that seamed to be flying while the car was going so fast. He thought what would his parents say if they would have known he was gay. Would they mind? He didn't knew and he didn't care so much about it to give it a second thought. He was just happy that he was with Sho...
The drive wasn't long and they soon arrived to a villa. It was not as big as Sho's one but it was big enough. They got out and took their suitcases, going to the door and ringing the bell. Aiba didn't asked who's house that was. He was almost sure about who Sho would come to. And his suspicion was confirmed when Ohno opened the door with Nino in his back.
"Hey Sho! What are you doing here? And who's this guy?" he asked.
"He is my boyfriend. My father kind of totally kicked me out.... Can I stay?" Sho asked, with a sweet smile and rubbing his head.
"Of course you can stay! Get inside and spit me all this story cause it made me damn curious!" Ohno said, making space for Sho and Aiba to enter.
"Wait a minute. I know this guy." Nino said. "He looks a lot like that Misaki maid of yours."
"Well, that is him. He was actually a boy." Sho explained. "His real name is Masaki."
"No shit!" Nino laughed. "I always knew there was something strange about you. First of all that Sho is more gay than the sky is blue."
"Shut up!" Sho said, taking a pillow from the couch and throwing it in Nino's head, both of them laughing.
"So what will you do now?" Ohno asked, after Sho explained him everything that happened with his father.
"I will try to find a new job. And I will take care of Masaki. And I will be happy..." Sho said, with a big smile, hugging Aiba tight.
"This guy has a tongue? He kind of never talks." Nino said, looking at Aiba.
"He is just shy..." Sho said, watching Aiba's face turning to red. "You just need to give him time, he dosn't know you well yet."
"Like a 3 years old or what?" Nino said, giggling.
"Yeah... He is as pure and sweet as a 3 years old. That's what I love the most about him..." Sho said, giving Aiba a kiss.
"I love you too..." Aiba said.
"He talked! Yey! This calls for a celebration!" Nino said, loud and happy.
They all laughed and drink some beer and whiskey, talking and making plans of what they should do next. Aiba found himself liking Ohno and Nino. They were kind of crazy and perverted, but they were both good men. He wasn't sure what was going to happened though and that was making him feel a bit scared. He just hopped it will be fine... But he had a feeling that Sho's father wouldn't really let everything so easy on them.
A/N : This one sure took a lot XDD Sorry guys, I've just been dizzy with so many stories ^^" Hope you like this though ^.^
Author: me and sushi4ever
Pairing: Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki
Genre: romance, fluff , AU
Rating: PG- 13
summary: aiba?? should aiba be a girl??!!
Disclaimer:
1- I wish I own sakuraiba.
2- This all are fiction
Chapter 8
"Don't worry, sweetie. Your father was not talking serious. Beside... I have nothing with Misaki. I mean, Masaki... It is a surprise to find out she is actually a he, but... As long as you are happy, there is nothing else that matters for me." Sho's mother said.
"Thank you, mom..." Sho said with a big smile, hugging her. "You've always been really nice and understanding. But I know that dad was talking serious. And we will go. I don't want him to look ugly at Masaki or try to scare him or hurt him."
"Your father wouldn't do that, Sho..." his mother said.
"Mom, please... I think you know as well as me what dad would and wouldn't do." Sho said, letting go of her and making some few steps ahead to the window.
His mother just left her head down, not saying anything anymore. Aiba was watching all the scene without letting a word out. He didn't knew anything about Sho's family or his life. Everything was happening very fast and it was making him dizzy. He had speand 2 months in that house, trying to preteand that his love for Sho was unreal, trying to keep his dreams, fantasies and illusions for himself, trying to sink all the passion and desire as deep in his soul as he could. And now that they had confessed... He never expected things to go this fast. It was a shock, it was hard to get used to it... He felt as if reality had gave him a slap that had shaked all of his mind.
Sho went to his mother and kissed her cheek, taking Aiba's hand in his after and pulling him out of the livingroom and up the stairs to his room. He packed some of his cloths in a big suitcase and took some money from his seif. He also took all his credit cards and checks. That was when Aiba realized it wasn't a joke. They were really leaving... After Sho finished he helped Aiba pack too and they went on the hall. All the servents in the house were watching them, whispering and staring at Aiba who was starting to feel like a rabbit between the wolves and wanted to run away.
When they were in the main hall, Sho's father came in. He looked at both of them in a strange way and Aiba felt happy that Sho put his arm around his shoulders to comfort him and make him feel more relaxed.
"Where do you think you're going?" his father asked.
"I am going away. Wasn't that what you told me to do, father?" Sho asked.
"Why are you doing this, Sho? I gave you everything! I've send you to the best schools, I gave you a good name, a reputation, money, fame, women, everything! I gave you all you wanted!" his father said on a desperate tone.
"No, father... That wasn't what I wanted, that was what you wanted..." Sho said, feeling tears forming in his eyes. "All I wanted was someone to understand me... Take care of me, be there for me, love me... But no. You were never my father, you were just my wallet filled of money. You never listed for me, you were never there in the most important times of my life. You were not there at the first baseball match I won, you were not there at any of my stage plays, you were not there when I graduated, you were never there... You were too busy with your work... The father I remember was always sitting at his big desk without ever paying any attention on me..."
"Why dose that matter? I made you a big, strong, rich and capable man, Sho!" his father screamed.
"But you didn't made me a happy man, father! You made me a frustrated, depressed and sad idiot. I can't even confess you my feelings, I can never talk to you unless is something about business... I want to be free, father. Out of this golden cage where you locked me. I want to see the world, I want to do what I want... I want to love and be loved..." Sho said, hugging Aiba a bit more tight.
"Why can't you do that with a girl?" his father asked.
"Because is him that I love! You can't order your heart who to love... He may not be a girl and he may not be rich or polite or smart... But he is tender and sweet and nice... He took care of me, he cared for me, he made me feel important... And is him that I want..." Sho said, kissing Aiba's forehead. "Beside, I don't like women. I hate them. They are just stupid bitchs who want just money. I don't trust them at all."
"Look what, Sho... If you get out of this house with that guy, you are not a Sakurai anymore. And you are out of my company, of my family and of my life!" his father said loud.
"As you wish, mister Sakurai..." Sho said, watching his father with a sad expression. "Come on, my love, let's go..."
He took Aiba's hand in his and they both walked out of the house, slamming hard the door behind them. Aiba felt a bit guilty. He couldn't believe he had ruined Sho's family like that. But Sho looked happy. He was smiling and holding him tight.
"I am finally free!" he said, putting his hands on Aiba's waist and kissing him.
Aiba was a bit surprised by the kiss but he answered him, touching slowly his face with his hand.
"What will we do now, Sho?" he asked.
"We'll get the hell out of here. Let's go." Sho said.
They put the suitcases in the back of the car and got inside, Sho taking the driver place. They smiled to each other and drive off. Aiba was looking on the window at the Tokyo buildings that seamed to be flying while the car was going so fast. He thought what would his parents say if they would have known he was gay. Would they mind? He didn't knew and he didn't care so much about it to give it a second thought. He was just happy that he was with Sho...
The drive wasn't long and they soon arrived to a villa. It was not as big as Sho's one but it was big enough. They got out and took their suitcases, going to the door and ringing the bell. Aiba didn't asked who's house that was. He was almost sure about who Sho would come to. And his suspicion was confirmed when Ohno opened the door with Nino in his back.
"Hey Sho! What are you doing here? And who's this guy?" he asked.
"He is my boyfriend. My father kind of totally kicked me out.... Can I stay?" Sho asked, with a sweet smile and rubbing his head.
"Of course you can stay! Get inside and spit me all this story cause it made me damn curious!" Ohno said, making space for Sho and Aiba to enter.
"Wait a minute. I know this guy." Nino said. "He looks a lot like that Misaki maid of yours."
"Well, that is him. He was actually a boy." Sho explained. "His real name is Masaki."
"No shit!" Nino laughed. "I always knew there was something strange about you. First of all that Sho is more gay than the sky is blue."
"Shut up!" Sho said, taking a pillow from the couch and throwing it in Nino's head, both of them laughing.
"So what will you do now?" Ohno asked, after Sho explained him everything that happened with his father.
"I will try to find a new job. And I will take care of Masaki. And I will be happy..." Sho said, with a big smile, hugging Aiba tight.
"This guy has a tongue? He kind of never talks." Nino said, looking at Aiba.
"He is just shy..." Sho said, watching Aiba's face turning to red. "You just need to give him time, he dosn't know you well yet."
"Like a 3 years old or what?" Nino said, giggling.
"Yeah... He is as pure and sweet as a 3 years old. That's what I love the most about him..." Sho said, giving Aiba a kiss.
"I love you too..." Aiba said.
"He talked! Yey! This calls for a celebration!" Nino said, loud and happy.
They all laughed and drink some beer and whiskey, talking and making plans of what they should do next. Aiba found himself liking Ohno and Nino. They were kind of crazy and perverted, but they were both good men. He wasn't sure what was going to happened though and that was making him feel a bit scared. He just hopped it will be fine... But he had a feeling that Sho's father wouldn't really let everything so easy on them.
A/N : This one sure took a lot XDD Sorry guys, I've just been dizzy with so many stories ^^" Hope you like this though ^.^