Apr 25, 2007 03:52
thats how i wanted it. exactly. yep. so then y do i feel like shit about it. y do i feel like we're gettin sloppy? things r different between us n i need to recognize that. i need to stop all this shit. i wanna go back to when i actually felt things. when i had passion. this isnt passion. its lust. n lately it feels so routine. like its just something i hafta do before i go to sleep.
xox.