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o man, so much has happened since the last time i wrote in this damn thing. both good n bad of course. i take one step forward, and im knocked on my ass 2 steps backwards. yep. my apartment is going good i guess, still hafta go n pick up all the furniture, but ya know, i manage. i think i got too used to everyone staying over that now that i try not to party anymore, n now that im not seeing james anymore, i get really scared sleeping all alone. im such a baby. i need to go n buy a night light today i think. i had a horrible tramatizing experience last weekend n havent really gone out since. o, but i did go to a sexaware party, n i went exploring at letchworths twice. so great. lots a fun. then alot of shit happened with my brother. it sucks so bad n i dont know what to do to make it easier for him... i hope its all over soon. i cant see him like that anymore.
xox.
xox.