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okay about that last entrie tyler .&& i have been friend for ever now and johnathon knows about it but tyler asked me if i would miss him when something happens to him and i said yes. so dont think that i am cheating on johnathon cuz i cant, i wont, it hurts to even look at another guy. the way i love all my other friends is a diffrent way i love johnathon. I love him with this deep pasion that i havent ever felt before it is so strong, so uniique, so... weird! but weird in a good way! i havent ever felt this way towards ANYONE not even my nephew or my baby cousin....
everytime i see his face it makes it harder to leave, everytime i hear his voice it makes it harder to say bye everythime i see him smile it makes it harder to frown.i love everything about him, his funny personality, his beautiful eyes, his soft lips, his gental tounch, and his words spoken but i cant hear all of them cuz i am just staring at him wondering HOW in the fucking world can someone be so crule to him?¿ i fuckin hope his dad can get a glance at us being married i will making that fucking god damn basterd watch it, watch us be happy for once in our lifes... you c i dont even cus that much its only when something or someone makes me so PISSED off i wanna rip of their head and make them eat it!!! uhg i have never had so much anger towards someone so much pain caused by someones actions. i think that is johnathon is ever to die i WILL make sure his father does too, then me. if his own fucking flesh and blood cant see how much we r in love then they have a fucking MAJOR problem because everyone else knows even his own sister! well i am going to go and dream about his face .&& voice like i have to do every night. and belive me if i cheat on johnathon THAT will be the day i die.
<3 me and johnathon together forever in each others heart in each others hearts!
*I lOve yOu johnathon and if by any chance you get this please remember that i love you and always will no matter jhow long it takes for you and me to talk i will wait.*
I love you to DEATH <33
everytime i see his face it makes it harder to leave, everytime i hear his voice it makes it harder to say bye everythime i see him smile it makes it harder to frown.i love everything about him, his funny personality, his beautiful eyes, his soft lips, his gental tounch, and his words spoken but i cant hear all of them cuz i am just staring at him wondering HOW in the fucking world can someone be so crule to him?¿ i fuckin hope his dad can get a glance at us being married i will making that fucking god damn basterd watch it, watch us be happy for once in our lifes... you c i dont even cus that much its only when something or someone makes me so PISSED off i wanna rip of their head and make them eat it!!! uhg i have never had so much anger towards someone so much pain caused by someones actions. i think that is johnathon is ever to die i WILL make sure his father does too, then me. if his own fucking flesh and blood cant see how much we r in love then they have a fucking MAJOR problem because everyone else knows even his own sister! well i am going to go and dream about his face .&& voice like i have to do every night. and belive me if i cheat on johnathon THAT will be the day i die.
<3 me and johnathon together forever in each others heart in each others hearts!
*I lOve yOu johnathon and if by any chance you get this please remember that i love you and always will no matter jhow long it takes for you and me to talk i will wait.*
I love you to DEATH <33