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So basically my mom is trying to make me take my gauge out. fuck that shit im not taking it out. Shes a little nuts..shes like i don't think you did that your self i think you got it done ilegaly. where the hell did she get that idea? uhhm yeah and shes like its self mutilation! uhm yeah she needs to. yeah. shes like you arn't going anywhere till you take that out. i will take your computer away i will take your phone you wont get your permit. not when you are making bad decisions like that. you wont got anywhere. uhm all this over a hole in my ear. GAY. yeah so basically i have been cleaning my room since i got home from school just so i could get my permit sat. and its pointless. cause im not taking this shit out of my ear. im not. not after all the main and shit i went through. i should do the other ear tonight jst to piss her off. but i wont cause i will have to end up taking them both out. i hate eveyone in my school everyone is against me this year or something. its like back in middle school when people pretended to like me and i know they didn't. my self esteem is going to shit again. i don't want to let that happen to me. i get called fat...or a dyke every day. apprently a lot of people in my school..or..a lot of the tenth graders think im a dyke. yeah. a dyke. i seriously don't care. just cause i don't hang all over they ugly guys at our school dosn't mean shit. the only guy i ever hug is mikey. people in my school are shit. seriously. wiggers. whores and rednecks. i can't wait to get out of highschool.The only person i ever want to see when i get out of high school is alex.. and maybe a few other people. but..yeah. im done ranting. i think. Im sure matt will get mad about my music choice again.