Stream of consciousness
These are excerps from a journal entry i wrote last night while I was tripping on 2 hits of liquid lsd.
I have a cultural autobiography that I need to prepare for Monday's english class-- I chose to write about the drug subculture I belong to and how it has impact my identity & some pivotal moments in my life. I started brainstorming and writing along the lines of identity & how i felt during the experience. I'm aware its very choppy, but if you've ever tripped you'd understand the thoughts are hitting you 3214321432 times faster than you can write. Haha.
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"These letters I see keep dancing. To dance is to move. This is a beautiful experience. The colors are vivid and the patterns--> what is there to life?
The stars were out tonight, that's for sure. The party was great & I had seen at least 10/15 people that I knew. Keeping touch-- affection, trust, warmth-- friendship is tremendous."
"What's beyond us? Will we ever know" What is time? It's man-made-- an essential to living, we're all just trying to grasp something--> plan our lives."
"I'm writing I'm willing! You miss out on a lot of opportunities that come by throughout the day.... just by planning.
Stop worrying, everything is wonderful--> time is irrelevant. We are what we do. And without time contstraints the possibilities are endless. Stop and smell the flowers.
Infinite"
"-A NAME
a person is not just a name
a name is just a symbol
its a representation
identity is an essence, a spirit
it is experience and opinion
identity is where you came from (your ancestory and heritage)
& who you intend to be
its also that working process"
"Tomorrow is often just a place. I want to make tomorrow as bright as these moments."
"What is present? It always just slips away into future- present is when its happening. I want to catch present.
This would be very amusing to me
put it in a little glass jar
I am. Am is present. This is identity. It is the bridge between the past and the future."
"If you aren't aware of where you are- are you necessarily lost?
Faith
Lost is a terribly sad word."
"Identity is always adjusting to the environment."
"Perception is reality and reality is always changing."
"Angst is silly. Love is magical.
To live is in a sense to wonder."
"Identity is a person's story-- its building on the the past to create the future."
"Being negative shows ignorance, stubborness, and overall selfishness.
To be positive is to encourage- staying "on track"- and to lead others.
Positivity leads to wisdom
To know is to be educated. Knowledge is positive growth."
I have a cultural autobiography that I need to prepare for Monday's english class-- I chose to write about the drug subculture I belong to and how it has impact my identity & some pivotal moments in my life. I started brainstorming and writing along the lines of identity & how i felt during the experience. I'm aware its very choppy, but if you've ever tripped you'd understand the thoughts are hitting you 3214321432 times faster than you can write. Haha.
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"These letters I see keep dancing. To dance is to move. This is a beautiful experience. The colors are vivid and the patterns--> what is there to life?
The stars were out tonight, that's for sure. The party was great & I had seen at least 10/15 people that I knew. Keeping touch-- affection, trust, warmth-- friendship is tremendous."
"What's beyond us? Will we ever know" What is time? It's man-made-- an essential to living, we're all just trying to grasp something--> plan our lives."
"I'm writing I'm willing! You miss out on a lot of opportunities that come by throughout the day.... just by planning.
Stop worrying, everything is wonderful--> time is irrelevant. We are what we do. And without time contstraints the possibilities are endless. Stop and smell the flowers.
Infinite"
"-A NAME
a person is not just a name
a name is just a symbol
its a representation
identity is an essence, a spirit
it is experience and opinion
identity is where you came from (your ancestory and heritage)
& who you intend to be
its also that working process"
"Tomorrow is often just a place. I want to make tomorrow as bright as these moments."
"What is present? It always just slips away into future- present is when its happening. I want to catch present.
This would be very amusing to me
put it in a little glass jar
I am. Am is present. This is identity. It is the bridge between the past and the future."
"If you aren't aware of where you are- are you necessarily lost?
Faith
Lost is a terribly sad word."
"Identity is always adjusting to the environment."
"Perception is reality and reality is always changing."
"Angst is silly. Love is magical.
To live is in a sense to wonder."
"Identity is a person's story-- its building on the the past to create the future."
"Being negative shows ignorance, stubborness, and overall selfishness.
To be positive is to encourage- staying "on track"- and to lead others.
Positivity leads to wisdom
To know is to be educated. Knowledge is positive growth."