Feb 19, 2004 22:33
ugh. i feel wicked sketchy right now. i dont even know, guys. i don't really feel like telling about my day. it wasn't bad peoplewise or anything, i just felt completely out of it. i feel like everybody's happy and i'm not. and thats probly the furthest thing from the truth but i'm gay so thats how it is. and i hate myself for complaining and not doing a damn thing about anything but i can't seem to find my motivation. and sometimes i just feel like such a shitty friend. and daughter. all my dad wants to do is buy us matching sauconys and make me happy. and all i do get aggravated with him. its awful. i'm at a loss for words. and totally craving clementines. later kids ♥xo.