Jan 23, 2005 22:55
For some reason im a weird sad mood. Maybe just tired i dont know.. i just feel like im going to give up on everything and do the one thing i love. just hang out with my friends. im tired of trying. i dont even know what that means. or really what im thinking for that matter.
I got to see my grandma today. me and her had a really long talk. and i totally feel like shes proud of me. which she should. i mean im not fucking a harvard graduate or anything. but im content. i miss my friends, i miss all the laughs. I miss the shit we all went through. and just being all together at once. not a fucking care in the world.
Im going back to not caring about anyone or anything. ive been too stressed about shit lately. ohh well.
i got a new phone
928 234 4848.
Use it.
Richard.
Someone cheer me up.