Is today national drama day?

[ixheartxkandii]

So I am reading Ashleigh's journal and it is like WHOA lets all talk shit. I miss the days when Star and Erica were still friends and Star could have a girlfriend without the girl having a prob with Erica. I miss it when we could all just get along. Well I know EVERYONE didn't always get along but I miss it when most of us did. I miss Murder and I

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baby girl

[pukesonalex]

im sorry about everything.i mean it has nothing to do with you but, it should bother you because things have changed since i came around and your use to how things use to be. but you know this, you know the shit i have to go thru everyday and how bad it bothers me and how stressed out i get. you know ive never done anything but try to to be friends with everyone. how'd i become such good friends with you? im really not a bitch, im actually a nice girl. i want friends,i dont want problems, i equally love each and everyone and im thankful for the people who are my friends. i have great friends. but the people who arn't my friends i mean it hurts because i just dont understand. people are so fake and hateful to say the things they say on my live journal, and of course i say somthing mean back because i get so heated because i just dont understand so yea i have to talk shit back, because im not gonna let someone get away with treating me like shit when i DONT deserve it. all i want is to be happy with Star. hes a great guy and things are so good between us right now and im trying to block out the drama and let it go but this drama just gets to me and it hurts because i dont understand why people hate on me for NO REASON. ive done nothing to Erica but try to get along with her, and be a friend to her. The stuff i said yesterday in the comment i didnt mean it from my heart but it was just because i was angry. alot of people say things when they're angry that they really dont mean. but i mean it just gets out of hand, why does this drama go on for days.it seems like i always have to deal with the drama and bullshit.when out of everyone I DONT WANT IT!i just dont get it?i want to get along with everyone, and out of everybody i wanted to get along with Erica, Emily and Chico the most because those are Star's closest friends. ive tried so hard to be such friends with them. i guess they are just different then me. they just really dont care!!! at this point tho im done!i really dont care and Star doesn't either. He's knows i try, he even talks to me and hes like "baby im sorry you have to deal with this bullshit its not fair to you and i wish it would just all go away". but i tell him he doesn't understand because it happens to me not him. he doesn't know what its like to have to deal with shit like this everyday. and its all because of me and him being *together*! like why cant we just be happy. i mean when we do block everything out and we just hold eachother we're happy as hell.happier then happy!its amazing the time we have together. and the ONLY times we have PROBLEMS is when someone comments something stupid on my journal or calls me at 4 in the morning talking shit, which as slowly died down.THANK GOD. we'll be fine, we'll work thru this, look how far we've came already which i never thought would of happend. but i glad because i care about that kid with all my heart no matter what any of you people think. i wish i really did get along with Erica and Emily. Me and Chico are fine, there's no problem there, never was i talked to him the other day we're straight.i mean look at it how i see it. i've never had a problem with any of Star's "guy friends" and any of his girl "friends" that have never liked him. ANY GIRL THATS EVER "LIKED" HIM...i've had problems with because they're just being HATERS because im his gf. i mean ive gotten to the point of wanting to end this because of people starting drama and i think about when i didnt have to deal with this. but i realized IM STRONGER THEN THAT.thats what they all want, they want me and star to break up thats why they start this shit. but it just makes me want it even more because they'll never have it. me and star will make this work weither anyone likes it or not. things arn't suppose to be the same, things CHANGE, life moves on, people GROW UP, and START LIVING LIFE!! thats what im doing i wish everyone could do that with me and just get on with there lifes and leave the stupid idiotic bullshit drama ALONE! well if anything Little Alex always know that i love you and ill always be your big sis, im here for you whenever,ill call you after school, well i have to go to the doctors again so ill call you when i get home from that okay! I LOVE YOU LIL MAMA!!

<3ur big sis

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[ixheartxkandii]

Ashleigh,
You have to understand that people are going to comment on your journal because of the things you write. Why don't you do the mature thing and NOT answer them, and do not post things that you know will cause people to comment. Delete the comments I mean jeez, it is YOUR journal.... You can delete them. I'll talk to you when you get out of school.
Love,
Little Alex