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i dont update that much do i .
o well. you dont comment that much
do you?
i noticed a very.. important thing today.
i forgive people way to easily.
margaret knows what im talking about
this friend that i have forgiven..
has. done me wrong in so many ways
he treats me as i am a no one at times.
and that i dont even exist
which, by the way, really hurts.
and then when im in a bikini bathing suit
he finds that he can all of a sudden
realize that im alive, and hang all over me?
when i have a boyfriend even?
and to tell margaret you dont have friends in chorus
except one person? (not including me or margaret)
thats.... really hurtful.
i realized today.. talking to a sean at lunch
that i need to learn to be mad sometimes.
when i have a reason to.
forgiving is a good quality
but not when you get stepped on all the time.
im going to be mad now.
about this situation.
i am your friend
but you need to step up
and show me that you care.
at least for once.
and thanks margaret and sean. <3
you guys truly help.
anyways. im sorry that i had to vent that.
but it was time for me to vent. argh.
today was decent
i wasnt in a good mood all day
i guess i was just tired.
im beginning to dislike chorus
some people aggravate me (like the one above)
and me and others find an attitude change in mrs albright?
last year and the year before,
we played games to learn each others names
and have fun in chours and laugh occasionally.
we .. dont play games.
we .. work work work
no fun fun fun?
but ! she did mention something about halloween horror nights
with Pride. but.. hopefully matt can get money so he can go too.
yay for significant others? lol. <3
i found out today that the kid next door to me
thinks im a "goddess". funny eh?
hes a freshman.. skateboarder punk rocker lol
hes cute.. and supposedly he thinks im
"that older gorgeous next door neighbor girl"
haha. funnnnnnnny stuff. lol
well.
i guess ill get going.
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I WANT COMMENTS!!!!
oh and i miss you sarah <3
i looooooooooove you !!
and i hope your having a good time up there
watch out for jerks in elevators? lol <3