and suddenly I become part of the past...
So I guess I haven't done this in a while. It's the Myspace addiction I suppose. A lot has happened since May 6th. Oh yes, a lot.
The biggest one is her and I not being together. That was a sad day. I seriously cried for like two weeks. Sometimes I still cry. I just don't understand. I swear, if I ever have a kid and they come to be saying that they are with the same sex I will be just as happy for them as if it were a member of the opposite sex. I don't think it should matter as long as your child is happy. But fuck, what do I know? Anyway.
I went to Rhode Island a few weeks ago. That was fun. I kinda want to go back and relive that one Saturday over and over again. I don't know if I could do that though. I met some pretty amazing people there. Like Kim and Tiffany. Those two were so crazy. I love them. I miss them a lot too. It was nice being away but I did miss home and the people here.
Today I'm leaving for Panama City. Yea, I'm going there for softball. It should be fun because I like the team more this year than last year. and yea, I don't know. And when I get back I have another World Series, but it is here in Columbus. That makes me happy. I'm kinda excited about that one too.
I'm ready for school to start. Maybe then things will go away and I won't dwell on them. I doubt it, but I can hope.
Just hearing her voice gives me hope. God, that sounds so cliche. But I really don't care.
This summer hasn't been my summer. Relationships lost, frienships lost. and not very many gained. Go me.
Goodbye.
Sam
The biggest one is her and I not being together. That was a sad day. I seriously cried for like two weeks. Sometimes I still cry. I just don't understand. I swear, if I ever have a kid and they come to be saying that they are with the same sex I will be just as happy for them as if it were a member of the opposite sex. I don't think it should matter as long as your child is happy. But fuck, what do I know? Anyway.
I went to Rhode Island a few weeks ago. That was fun. I kinda want to go back and relive that one Saturday over and over again. I don't know if I could do that though. I met some pretty amazing people there. Like Kim and Tiffany. Those two were so crazy. I love them. I miss them a lot too. It was nice being away but I did miss home and the people here.
Today I'm leaving for Panama City. Yea, I'm going there for softball. It should be fun because I like the team more this year than last year. and yea, I don't know. And when I get back I have another World Series, but it is here in Columbus. That makes me happy. I'm kinda excited about that one too.
I'm ready for school to start. Maybe then things will go away and I won't dwell on them. I doubt it, but I can hope.
Just hearing her voice gives me hope. God, that sounds so cliche. But I really don't care.
This summer hasn't been my summer. Relationships lost, frienships lost. and not very many gained. Go me.
Goodbye.
Sam