from all the things and thoughts and assumptions....
have you felt this way?
I think not. I can't even describe it.
Today is a terrible day in a sense. I can't think of anyhing but her. and wow that sounds really different for me, but I can't. Because I know when I'm laying in my bed or on the computer she is laying in a hospital bed with all sorts of things hooked up to her. I'm scared....I can't go through the pain. no literally, I will probably start crying today because I'm in so much pain when they take out her tonsils and she won't feel it. her brother hit her in the ribs last night and who felt it? yea, me. and then when I cut my leg, who felt it? yea, her.
I'm done.
I love you.