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eh...i dont know why i post here at all...just my random thing to do..perhaps reminds me of a time long past...so fricken busy studying i want to cry...i hate not knowing whats going to happen...i hate not knowing if its worth it to smile because you dont know if its going to last...i guess that makes life all the more lifey but it sucks...it does...indeed..suck...one moment you think your cool...you think its ok to breathe but then your world is turned upside down...what are you supposed to think when you wake up in the morning??what are you supposed to daydream about??...no wonder dreams can be so messed up...people with 15 heads and what not...not that i am saying anything bad about people with 15 heads...they are so the best people to party with...but yea...no wonder...if you dont know what to expect then there is really no way to dream...what reality would this be based on...hmmmmmmmm...you would have to be somewhat logical about what your dreaming...after all it is thinking...but yea...i have hours more of this headache we call studying to left to do...so yea...im going back to cali...i mean...work