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Sep 03, 2005 00:45

arg...i fell asleep at like...9...because im so sick...woke up just now...decided to come online for a bit...my thoughts are in 562 places to the Uber power...(x the penguin factor of course)...i dont know...the bible says to give all your problems to God...but...i dont know how....how to just give it all up...dont get me wrong...i want to...that would be so penguinishly awesome...so ive been asking God to help me with that...i really just wish that i could go to bed...wake up...and all these things would have never happened...and everything was great...arg...i guess itll get better...a lot of my problems have gone away...most of them...and if they havent gone away...they dont bother me anymore...but the ones that still do...are annoying...they go away...come back...eat cheese...leave...and come back again WITH COW FEET...i pray the BEST for everyone...that it will work out...everything will be ok...and i think it is...going to be ok that is...maybe its just a plan...to make us stronger people....really tho...the issues now...(im thinking as i go)...is that i CANNOT handle stress anymore...i cant take it...i become weak...i lose all strength...now if it was a stress like being a pilot and a new city everyweek...id love that =D...cause thats my dream...but stress like yelling...and all these family issues...i dont want them...but eh...thy will be done...honestly...lmao...i dont see what God is getting at...but hopefully...one day..i'll wake up...and it will all make sense....why i had to go through this...and it would have made all this worth it

-El Penguin
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