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[ixfellxvictim]

I feel such a complete loss of control right now.
The things I want, they arent goals I can work to achieve.
They are dreams that will never come true.
I can't fix it. I can't make things better.
I can't change your mind.

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:\ Don't feel so hopeless...

[kaderi]

You gotta have some more say in what goes in your life missy! If you want something you have to try and reach for it. And if it truley is out of your grasps then you must have the strength to adapt yourself without. And it is up to you to make things better. If you cast a shadow down on everything you see...then you will never let it shine for what it is. Be happy! There are people here who love and support you and will care and want to see you happy!!!! Don't be so sad. Use these friends as an anchor to keep yourself together if you must but know that you have the strength to hold on for yourself and make things as you see fit.... and now i've lost my train of thought. well umm you know supporting stuff and slightly insightful stuff insert here. BE HAPPY!!!!!!! I will force feed happiness down your gullet if you don't!!! ....much love...much love.
You can talk to me if you need to. I can be serious if necessary.
~Justinian~

Re: :\ Don't feel so hopeless...

[ixfellxvictim]

Eh I know I know, it just kinda gets overwhelming sometimes. Like, theres so much going on that I don't know how to organize it and even begin to sort things out. But it's people like you that make everything OK in my life, so thank you.
Oh and I don't think you'll be forcing anything down my gullet. HAHA foiled your plan once again with my lack of jaw movement! (?) yeah.
Love ya Justin(ian). Thanks again. And if you really wanna make me feel better? Stamp my friggin ice cream card! <3 Hehe. Cause all hopelessness goes away with a cool ice cream t-shirt.