Sep 24, 2004 00:30
this will probably never be read by the right person..unless she is physco like me...then it will. but im so aggravated right now. at so many people. how can anyone do this. its fucked up. i dont even know what this feeling is..its the most confusing thing ever. and life shouldnt be this complicated. and people like you make it this way. cause right now the only thing that would cause larry and i to break up is you and a few other girls..but you especially. you did a good job..and so did he dont get me wrong it takes two. but i mean wtf!?!
"yea..fuck you chelsea. gina had nothing to do with it YOU did. so fuck off. the only reason nothing happened is because the moment was off. I, yes I as in amanda, went on to larrys computer and got his logs. i know what its like to be cheated on and i know how guys are when it happens, therefore i did what i did..then i find out that you are a whore..and want my bf and he wanted you. so fuck you and from now on come to me..not gina..cause she has nothing to do with it..got it..fucking good. atleast you understand something. fuck you"
well whatever..this is me driving away and not looking in my mirrors. i have had a few good days besides this.. it feels good to get this out. been hanging in westerly met some good fun kids. and i hung out with jacob and russel today which was amazing all in its self. it was good. jay wanst kims nuts..its kinda funny. and for once we didnt get kicked out of a parking lot..and we went home at like 11..how effing gay. anyways..im bored out of my mind and i wanna go do something. but there isnt much to do. idk bye for now. love you guys. muah!!