downness
everyone is hating! im gonna go home and never graduate. i dont need to anyways. im going to live somewhere on a mountain and never come down. and live off "da fat of da land" and not care about anything. you are more than welcome to come with me. i hate living here and i want to go die! this is bullshit. im pissed..i talked to my bdawg today ad=bout depression and suicide. and we made so many great points..i hate people. those who dont talk and LIE make things all worse.
idk i had a weird day...like i was here i didnt go to school slept till like 1 and then i went out to eat and did laundry at 5. that was cool then i got home and like passed out. then amber makes me jump out of my skin and yells call larry he wants to talk to you. i was lie ahhhh, i love him and i will never pass up a time to talk to him or anything. but for some reason..and i dont know what..i was like really mad? and i didnt wanna talk cause i knew i was going to be like a bitch..and it seriously took me like 45 minutes just to start like talking ok to him..and what sucked is that he was getting all sad...idk..i feel like i just cling on and bring everyone down....and now im bringing myself down even more. im gonna go and sit around and not sleep....yay! what does chris call it umm...a cheap attemt at sleeping.yes tahts what it is!
idk i had a weird day...like i was here i didnt go to school slept till like 1 and then i went out to eat and did laundry at 5. that was cool then i got home and like passed out. then amber makes me jump out of my skin and yells call larry he wants to talk to you. i was lie ahhhh, i love him and i will never pass up a time to talk to him or anything. but for some reason..and i dont know what..i was like really mad? and i didnt wanna talk cause i knew i was going to be like a bitch..and it seriously took me like 45 minutes just to start like talking ok to him..and what sucked is that he was getting all sad...idk..i feel like i just cling on and bring everyone down....and now im bringing myself down even more. im gonna go and sit around and not sleep....yay! what does chris call it umm...a cheap attemt at sleeping.yes tahts what it is!