I don't deserve what I've been blessed with...
Barely scathed by the bullet, but... but still... it hurt. I'm sorry, I'm an idiot.
Have you ever wanted to change everything about yourself for ONE person in existence?
She'll promise you more than the Garden of Eden, and she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding. But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be. Blame it all on yourself, cause she's always a woman to me.
I'm sorry- I'm a fucking idiot, and though I promise to try my best to never hurt you again, I'm bound to slip up. I can't do it on my own- I'm too beaten down and broken to be perfect for you.
I promise that I will answer ANY question openly and honestly. Any question about anything. Promise... consider it my meek and feeble attempt at trying to patch the wound? Or, if you want, I'll just completely stay out of your sight for as long as you want. Whatever you want, I'll do it... and you know it, I think... God, I can't believe I was that dumb after he specifically told me that I'd "better not fuck shit up, dumbass!" ... god...
Take the light, and darken everything around me
Call the clowns and listen closely I'm lost without you
Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken
For all we know, this void will grow
And everything's in vain, distressing you though it leaves me open
Feels so right, but I'll end this all before it gets me
Call your name every day when I seem so helpless
I've fallen down, and I'll rise above this, rise above this doubt
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Little brother: You're going to have to deal with the situation yourself. I'm not taking any more chances regarding it. You understand, right? If they attack me, I'll fucking cut them to pieces... but I'm not bothering with them anymore. Sorry.
Larxene, I love you. More than anything. I'm sorry for screwing up... ♥