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My mom said, "today so dark, feels so sad" I silently agreed with her. Something happened today afterschool that made me unable to eat or sleep, and unable to do homework, efficiently at least. The more information I find out, the sadder I get. I hate it when my mom's always right.
The thing I find amazing is that the people you think who care about you, really don't, and the people who look like they don't, really do. I think you just have to give someone a chance. If you confide in a person, they might actually care. Maybe... Maybe I'm just too trusting.
I texted brandee today using this phone, because I didn't want to talk. She called me, and when I didn't pick up (because I was in the kitchen, so I wasn't ignoring the call, although... If I was there, I probably wouldve ignored it anyway...) she left a voicemail so sincere, it just made me cry more. Ironic how kind words can make you cry as much as mean words do.
Going on the computer is getting too depressing for me. Im just going to check email, facebook, livejournal stuff on this phone, which might take longer.. but at least I'm not on the computer.
I guess I can type long journal entries if I was really determined. But this was more of something for.. Myself I guess, so it wasn't that hard
My eyes hurt, and I don't even have contacts on... How am I supposed to sleep now?