Mar 26, 2006 10:16
It took a lil bit of time, well actually alot, but i'm starting to realize the things that mattered so much aren't how they used to be now. Like I used to take hours to get ready and make my make-up and hair look gorgeous and take time with picking my outfit out, taking alot of pictures and getting ready with the girls. It honestly hasn't been like that in forever, and I really miss it. Lately, so many people have been like just not there anymore. Not there when you need them the most or never calling when they say there gonna call and yet, they know you spend all that time waiting for there phone call. It's funny how life is, and how one second everythings perfect and the next it's not or everything can change for good in a matter of seconds; but that's life, and that's how it keeps you on your toes. Anyways, this entry is random blabbing, but very thoughtful at the same time, I don't really know I can't really explain myself or what i'm thinking, but I hope whoever's out there taking the time to read this get's me... ya dig? LOL! Ha, you know I had to end this entry out on a laughing note. =] mwah. mwah.