its been a long time...
it has come to my attention in the past and fairly recently that i am catholic. dispite my beliefs and practices, i am a catholic because that is how i was raised. i dont agree with the church on many things and there are certain things that i dont believe or refuse to accept but my values reflect my upbringing and schooling. most specifically i am speaking of the "catholic conscience". i have a guilty conscience. i always have had. i feel responsible for other people's mistakes and sorrows. it cannot be helped. i love deeply and i am effected by other people easily. please dont hold it against me.