Jun 02, 2010 10:21
I dont know why but I've felt different since turning 24. I feel...inspired? Maybe...I dunno. I feel the need to do and try everything. Let's call it a mid-twenties crisis I'd like to last forever. In the last year or so I've adopted an "I'm not stressing it" mode. I've slipped up here and there but in general I'm just saying "Fuck it." It's more fun.
I've gone from wishing it was time to have kids to knowing why people wait till they're 30. ...or don't have any at all. Next week I should be going up to Oakland...depending on anxiety. A friend is letting me borrow her car so we can drive up in a safe vehicle...I have to confirm this with her actually. Eeek!
Mike and I will be buying a car together this year. Not sure when. We're looking at a Golf right now but we need to get help with qualifying for a loan or borrow from someone we know. We already owe mike's big bro $500.
I had a bday party! Thanks to my boyfriend for organizing it and to everyone that came. I wish I knew how to accept gifts more gracefully. I guess I just need practice :P We may need to host another birthday for someone with all the alcohol we have left. The cooler is still full...I think.
Oh and I'm writing this SITC style on my birthday macbook.
On another note, I'm surrounded by photographers. Maybe if the june gloom lifts we can take some photos. We just bought a Canonet. Originally it was supposed to be for me but I think Mike's forgotten about that part. I've always been into photography but when so many people around me are into it I tend to wait until the trend has died down before I'm open about how much I like it. Fuck it. I'll just do what I want. When that camera gets here I think I'm going to take portraits. Everyone else is too afraid to try them anyway. Let me take pictures of you?
I've also picked guitar back up. We'll see how long this lasts. I'm trying to keep it up often enough so my callouses stick around. SOMEONE keeps losing the damn picks so chords are a bitch. Especially with chipping nail polish haha
My sane cat is losing his mind. I should get ready to go. Switch purses blah blah blah.
Just got a text from the girl i was borrowing the car from. Said she might need it. OF COURSE 5 minutes after I say (or type) "We are borrowing the car." Aghhh fingers crossed. I'm not going to tell mike we might not borrow it. That's our only way of making it up there and if he stresses it there's no way we're going.